Submissions by 0UTPUT_a_AURA (rushing._RUMOR.s)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Unknown musician testing lyrics And likes romanticizing dark realities trying my best To show the beauty Started writing feelings young Ended up wanting to hear songs I never heard so I taught myself piano drums guitar singing wrote my first s
SONG LYRICS
Published
16th Jan 2021 9:42pm
16th Jan 2021 9:42pm
Found
only in memories
I keep you there cause
Don’t exist anywhere
else that’s real so
I’m Left pretending
You didn’t forget me
Winter, Playing in the snow
Angel, Are you cold?
Silhouette Christmas tree glow
But you Leave only memories
Angel, if you’re lonely up there
Don’t worry,
I’m lost but I’ll find you there
Summer, leaves change
And fall, I feel less sane
Hang from this tree till
All colors bloom back
The same beautiful shade
And Angel, did it hurt falling
Way up from...
I keep you there cause
Don’t exist anywhere
else that’s real so
I’m Left pretending
You didn’t forget me
Winter, Playing in the snow
Angel, Are you cold?
Silhouette Christmas tree glow
But you Leave only memories
Angel, if you’re lonely up there
Don’t worry,
I’m lost but I’ll find you there
Summer, leaves change
And fall, I feel less sane
Hang from this tree till
All colors bloom back
The same beautiful shade
And Angel, did it hurt falling
Way up from...
#death
#lyrics
#redemption
#nostalgia
#bittersweet
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LOVE POEM
Published
1st Jan 2021 4:13am
1st Jan 2021 4:13am
How do i show you love that you gave
This must be a dream
I can Barely breathe
when you’re eyes on me
In Nightmares Day dreams and make believe
last night remember me?
How do I show the love you gave
door swung right open
thought I’d know what to say
it didn’t work out that way
like in my day dreams
Maybe you can stay
Fix what’s halfway broken
While time feels so frozen
It’s only halfway broken
So Quick to replace
Forget a new face
Look Tired feeling recent past
Gave months to guys
you know wouldn’t last
...
I can Barely breathe
when you’re eyes on me
In Nightmares Day dreams and make believe
last night remember me?
How do I show the love you gave
door swung right open
thought I’d know what to say
it didn’t work out that way
like in my day dreams
Maybe you can stay
Fix what’s halfway broken
While time feels so frozen
It’s only halfway broken
So Quick to replace
Forget a new face
Look Tired feeling recent past
Gave months to guys
you know wouldn’t last
...
#regret
#breakup
#TimeHeals
#confusion
#separation
339 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
11th Jul 2020 10:42am
11th Jul 2020 10:42am
Free-that’s why I’m here
Now I’m free,
Never have to worry, Who I couldn’t be,
Won’t feel sorry, goals Couldn’t complete
Lost in daydreams, Find me there daily
Free from bills, Ending up lonely
Getting Stuck and stoned,
another night Staying home
No one in bed, a real Nack for being alone
That’s why I’m here
loser cant solve life
That’s why I’m here
Can’t color inbetween lines
That’s why Im here
All my time alive, finally feel alright
Never been more happy
That’s why I’m here
That’s why I’m here
Never have to worry, Who I couldn’t be,
Won’t feel sorry, goals Couldn’t complete
Lost in daydreams, Find me there daily
Free from bills, Ending up lonely
Getting Stuck and stoned,
another night Staying home
No one in bed, a real Nack for being alone
That’s why I’m here
loser cant solve life
That’s why I’m here
Can’t color inbetween lines
That’s why Im here
All my time alive, finally feel alright
Never been more happy
That’s why I’m here
That’s why I’m here
#SelfHarm
#escape
#philosophical
#bittersweet
#fear
359 reads
6 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
3rd Jul 2020 3:59am
3rd Jul 2020 3:59am
Strange
There’s a stranger in my head
I’d like to think, I can afford rent
I’m Feeling stranger lying in bed
Times burden, lie here dead
thoughts burned in my head
Cycle repeat can’t dance to my own beat
Pretend quit another pack of cigarettes
found some skeletons
They’re Hiding In my closet
Thought I locked it
Banging on the door
Naive always ignore
I’d like to think, I can afford rent
I’m Feeling stranger lying in bed
Times burden, lie here dead
thoughts burned in my head
Cycle repeat can’t dance to my own beat
Pretend quit another pack of cigarettes
found some skeletons
They’re Hiding In my closet
Thought I locked it
Banging on the door
Naive always ignore
#honesty
#LifeCycle
#confusion
#FeelingTrapped
#fear
404 reads
1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
3rd Jul 2020 3:34am
3rd Jul 2020 3:34am
Picasso
I made you into art
Pretty little Picasso
Hanging on my wall
Perfect scenery for me,
Obscene and impossible
Stolen so I painted an imposter
Replacement when I lost her
All I wanted was to ask
Can we wake up at noon
Forget the plans, we’re supposed to do
Can we stay up till 2
Nothing open, laying next to you
stay in bed , fake fight, call truce
Because there’s Nothing,
more important than you
Asked if you love me
said im so sorry
Asked if I make her feel lonely
Told me not to...
Pretty little Picasso
Hanging on my wall
Perfect scenery for me,
Obscene and impossible
Stolen so I painted an imposter
Replacement when I lost her
All I wanted was to ask
Can we wake up at noon
Forget the plans, we’re supposed to do
Can we stay up till 2
Nothing open, laying next to you
stay in bed , fake fight, call truce
Because there’s Nothing,
more important than you
Asked if you love me
said im so sorry
Asked if I make her feel lonely
Told me not to...
#escape
#hypocrisy
#ForbiddenLove
#obsession
#deception
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SELF POEM
Published
22nd May 2020 2:27am
22nd May 2020 2:27am
Mannequin
How was I supposed to know the Real me
With all these clones of clones around me
Why am I feeling so empty
Why are these people changing me
Is One of you supposed to help me
How was I when you first met me
Was I different than how you act normally
I need to find the real me
Can you Hear can you answer me
Murder, and It’s killing personality
Can’t remember, who I’m personally
Real thoughts buried dig deep
Misplaced all the good memories
Just history forget eventually
Feels so real am I even...
With all these clones of clones around me
Why am I feeling so empty
Why are these people changing me
Is One of you supposed to help me
How was I when you first met me
Was I different than how you act normally
I need to find the real me
Can you Hear can you answer me
Murder, and It’s killing personality
Can’t remember, who I’m personally
Real thoughts buried dig deep
Misplaced all the good memories
Just history forget eventually
Feels so real am I even...
#anxiety
#vanity
#confusion
#emptiness
#fear
414 reads
7 Comments
SONG LYRICS
Published
21st May 2020 5:44am
21st May 2020 5:44am
How to ruin/live the perfect life
Time to move on been Living too long
Still can’t tell what’s right Was I really wrong?
Now It’s Time to let go Leave all what’s known
Find a new path You can come too
No one’ll tell us what to do
We’ll Become brand new
Stop sleeping it gets old too
Never rehearse life
We’re real not living a lie
Give eachother tattoos
Let loose dreams come true
You can come too
No one to tell us what to do
How to live our, how to ruin the
Perfect life
How to ruin our, how to live the ...
Still can’t tell what’s right Was I really wrong?
Now It’s Time to let go Leave all what’s known
Find a new path You can come too
No one’ll tell us what to do
We’ll Become brand new
Stop sleeping it gets old too
Never rehearse life
We’re real not living a lie
Give eachother tattoos
Let loose dreams come true
You can come too
No one to tell us what to do
How to live our, how to ruin the
Perfect life
How to ruin our, how to live the ...
#happiness
#LifeCycle
#redemption
#escape
#boredom
380 reads
2 Comments
FICTIONAL PROSE
Published
13th May 2020 6:17am
13th May 2020 6:17am
Death do us part
All these funny feelings
They don’t add up
Thought I gave you up
Swore you’re only history
Said I’d forget her way too easily
But your Presence is here
It’s haunting me
Grows more constant in my daydreams
Takes over sound, can’t see
Anything but the memories
Realize what you meant to me
In return could you please bury me
With the darkest dirt to hide my mistakes
I’ll Slowly suffocate
and hallucinate a future we couldn’t create
Soon it’ll kill me just can’t escape
Till death do us part ...
They don’t add up
Thought I gave you up
Swore you’re only history
Said I’d forget her way too easily
But your Presence is here
It’s haunting me
Grows more constant in my daydreams
Takes over sound, can’t see
Anything but the memories
Realize what you meant to me
In return could you please bury me
With the darkest dirt to hide my mistakes
I’ll Slowly suffocate
and hallucinate a future we couldn’t create
Soon it’ll kill me just can’t escape
Till death do us part ...
#dark
#despair
#nightmares
#FeelingTrapped
#ForbiddenLove
391 reads
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LOVE POEM
Published
6th Apr 2020 8:32am
6th Apr 2020 8:32am
Blood
I can Smell blood
Looking for you
Need your blood
Drown in my heart
keep you safe
Keep you warm
Your love I adore
Might not breathe
Something easily ignored
Build you a Barbie dream house
Doll face keep Smiling
Behind locked doors
Didn’t know plastic could feel
Don’t feel the nerve to leave
Or I’ll Hurt you some more
Come back inside
Melt some plastic
Burn me perfect lasting kiss
Looking for you
Need your blood
Drown in my heart
keep you safe
Keep you warm
Your love I adore
Might not breathe
Something easily ignored
Build you a Barbie dream house
Doll face keep Smiling
Behind locked doors
Didn’t know plastic could feel
Don’t feel the nerve to leave
Or I’ll Hurt you some more
Come back inside
Melt some plastic
Burn me perfect lasting kiss
#dark
#abuse
#hypocrisy
#manipulation
#deception
357 reads
10 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
5th Apr 2020 5:20am
5th Apr 2020 5:20am
Feel it too
I don’t know what’s wrong with me
Grandpa died but I didn’t cry
I Feel the dread in other peoples eyes
Gas on pump three
double checked
Each look back I see
the stress she’s showing
The need for overtime and sleep
Her baby crying the dad said goodbye
He parted ways court didn’t help
What a surprise waking early before sunrise
raising alone tiny apartment
scratching up change
tears her apart And
knowing she’s barely making way
Customers preoccupy her days
Till worries rush by
come up...
Grandpa died but I didn’t cry
I Feel the dread in other peoples eyes
Gas on pump three
double checked
Each look back I see
the stress she’s showing
The need for overtime and sleep
Her baby crying the dad said goodbye
He parted ways court didn’t help
What a surprise waking early before sunrise
raising alone tiny apartment
scratching up change
tears her apart And
knowing she’s barely making way
Customers preoccupy her days
Till worries rush by
come up...
#depression
#LifeStruggles
#LifeCycle
#suffering
#emotional
400 reads
7 Comments
SONG LYRICS
Published
5th Apr 2020 4:55am
5th Apr 2020 4:55am
Lipstick stain
My lips start to sting
As I try to change your mind
Know it’s not right
pretending I’m alright
You’re lip stick stain
It Won’t leave my sight
Mistaken memories
Rehearsed In the mirror all night
Said your name 3 times
No appearance in sight
Maybe why its so quiet
Atleast I gave it a try
(Pre chorus)
IM
I started, I’m starting to
REAL
I started, I’m starting to
REAL
REALIZE
(Chorus)
You Beat me too
Saying I love, I love you
But I...
As I try to change your mind
Know it’s not right
pretending I’m alright
You’re lip stick stain
It Won’t leave my sight
Mistaken memories
Rehearsed In the mirror all night
Said your name 3 times
No appearance in sight
Maybe why its so quiet
Atleast I gave it a try
(Pre chorus)
IM
I started, I’m starting to
REAL
I started, I’m starting to
REAL
REALIZE
(Chorus)
You Beat me too
Saying I love, I love you
But I...
#happiness
#breakup
#TimeHeals
#MovingOn
#sacrifice
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0 Comments
NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
27th Mar 2020 2:20am
27th Mar 2020 2:20am
Let me down
Take a little time
To forget what I just said
Pull a drag off my cigarette
just to get heat in my head
Body language confusing words
Distractions bypass Confessing
what I wanted to hear first
News from some dude
Claimed he had her
All the kisses
and make believe
Won’t convince or
make me believe
When I hear it from you
I’ll leave
Just let me down Now
So I can go home
Please just let me down Now
So I can move on
for now I’ll just stay here
afraid I’m only happy ...
To forget what I just said
Pull a drag off my cigarette
just to get heat in my head
Body language confusing words
Distractions bypass Confessing
what I wanted to hear first
News from some dude
Claimed he had her
All the kisses
and make believe
Won’t convince or
make me believe
When I hear it from you
I’ll leave
Just let me down Now
So I can go home
Please just let me down Now
So I can move on
for now I’ll just stay here
afraid I’m only happy ...
#LifeStruggles
#LifeChangingMoment
#separation
#bittersweet
#manipulation
388 reads
4 Comments
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