Poetry competition CLOSED 27th August 2012 11:12pm
WINNER
LeColonel
LeColonel
Fear of Sex
MarekMonster said:[quote-121804-LeColonel]What Strikes at My Heart with Fear
Do I dare share with you my love this secret
The thing above all else that fills me with fear at this moment
Leaves me feeling so petrified and frightened
Like the little boy I once was so very long ago
Would it make you lose respect, think me weak
Cause me to fall from esteem in your eyes
I'm sure you could try to guess, figure it out
Maybe it was going to war, surrounded by danger
Perhaps you would go with failure, being unmasked
Revealing all of this self-doubt and uncertainty
Wrestling with my own mortality, the stalking of death
Wondering if my life had purpose or that God would approve
Then again it could be losing a loved one
Or falling out of love or being discarded for another
While all good hunches, none are the truth
You see it's something happening more often than you think
It is the moment after bliss, while I am still coupled with you
As I feel my strength, my manhood soften, la petite morte
For then I am naked, vulnerable, and scared
Lying helpless in your arms, overwhelmed
Drowning in feelings and sensations that I normally tamp down
Now a swim in a great ocean of emotionality, fighting heaving waves
Thankfully you are always there with me, holding me tight
Gently caressing my back and shoulders, soothing me
It is only just now that it dawns on me, goosebump realization
That you have known this all along and even love me deeply for it
Wow this is an amazing work !
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Thanks. Glad you liked it!
Do I dare share with you my love this secret
The thing above all else that fills me with fear at this moment
Leaves me feeling so petrified and frightened
Like the little boy I once was so very long ago
Would it make you lose respect, think me weak
Cause me to fall from esteem in your eyes
I'm sure you could try to guess, figure it out
Maybe it was going to war, surrounded by danger
Perhaps you would go with failure, being unmasked
Revealing all of this self-doubt and uncertainty
Wrestling with my own mortality, the stalking of death
Wondering if my life had purpose or that God would approve
Then again it could be losing a loved one
Or falling out of love or being discarded for another
While all good hunches, none are the truth
You see it's something happening more often than you think
It is the moment after bliss, while I am still coupled with you
As I feel my strength, my manhood soften, la petite morte
For then I am naked, vulnerable, and scared
Lying helpless in your arms, overwhelmed
Drowning in feelings and sensations that I normally tamp down
Now a swim in a great ocean of emotionality, fighting heaving waves
Thankfully you are always there with me, holding me tight
Gently caressing my back and shoulders, soothing me
It is only just now that it dawns on me, goosebump realization
That you have known this all along and even love me deeply for it
Wow this is an amazing work !
[/quote] Thanks. Glad you liked it!
MarekMonster said:[quote-121804-LeColonel]What Strikes at My Heart with Fear
Do I dare share with you my love this secret
The thing above all else that fills me with fear at this moment
Leaves me feeling so petrified and frightened
Like the little boy I once was so very long ago
Would it make you lose respect, think me weak
Cause me to fall from esteem in your eyes
I'm sure you could try to guess, figure it out
Maybe it was going to war, surrounded by danger
Perhaps you would go with failure, being unmasked
Revealing all of this self-doubt and uncertainty
Wrestling with my own mortality, the stalking of death
Wondering if my life had purpose or that God would approve
Then again it could be losing a loved one
Or falling out of love or being discarded for another
While all good hunches, none are the truth
You see it's something happening more often than you think
It is the moment after bliss, while I am still coupled with you
As I feel my strength, my manhood soften, la petite morte
For then I am naked, vulnerable, and scared
Lying helpless in your arms, overwhelmed
Drowning in feelings and sensations that I normally tamp down
Now a swim in a great ocean of emotionality, fighting heaving waves
Thankfully you are always there with me, holding me tight
Gently caressing my back and shoulders, soothing me
It is only just now that it dawns on me, goosebump realization
That you have known this all along and even love me deeply for it
Wow this is an amazing work ![/quote]
I much agree this is Beautiful MAN!
Do I dare share with you my love this secret
The thing above all else that fills me with fear at this moment
Leaves me feeling so petrified and frightened
Like the little boy I once was so very long ago
Would it make you lose respect, think me weak
Cause me to fall from esteem in your eyes
I'm sure you could try to guess, figure it out
Maybe it was going to war, surrounded by danger
Perhaps you would go with failure, being unmasked
Revealing all of this self-doubt and uncertainty
Wrestling with my own mortality, the stalking of death
Wondering if my life had purpose or that God would approve
Then again it could be losing a loved one
Or falling out of love or being discarded for another
While all good hunches, none are the truth
You see it's something happening more often than you think
It is the moment after bliss, while I am still coupled with you
As I feel my strength, my manhood soften, la petite morte
For then I am naked, vulnerable, and scared
Lying helpless in your arms, overwhelmed
Drowning in feelings and sensations that I normally tamp down
Now a swim in a great ocean of emotionality, fighting heaving waves
Thankfully you are always there with me, holding me tight
Gently caressing my back and shoulders, soothing me
It is only just now that it dawns on me, goosebump realization
That you have known this all along and even love me deeply for it
Wow this is an amazing work !
[/quote] I much agree this is Beautiful MAN!
Firebyrd said:[quote-121806-MarekMonster][quote-121804-LeColonel]What Strikes at My Heart with Fear
Do I dare share with you my love this secret
The thing above all else that fills me with fear at this moment
Leaves me feeling so petrified and frightened
Like the little boy I once was so very long ago
Would it make you lose respect, think me weak
Cause me to fall from esteem in your eyes
I'm sure you could try to guess, figure it out
Maybe it was going to war, surrounded by danger
Perhaps you would go with failure, being unmasked
Revealing all of this self-doubt and uncertainty
Wrestling with my own mortality, the stalking of death
Wondering if my life had purpose or that God would approve
Then again it could be losing a loved one
Or falling out of love or being discarded for another
While all good hunches, none are the truth
You see it's something happening more often than you think
It is the moment after bliss, while I am still coupled with you
As I feel my strength, my manhood soften, la petite morte
For then I am naked, vulnerable, and scared
Lying helpless in your arms, overwhelmed
Drowning in feelings and sensations that I normally tamp down
Now a swim in a great ocean of emotionality, fighting heaving waves
Thankfully you are always there with me, holding me tight
Gently caressing my back and shoulders, soothing me
It is only just now that it dawns on me, goosebump realization
That you have known this all along and even love me deeply for it
Wow this is an amazing work ![/quote]
I much agree this is Beautiful MAN![/quote]
Thanks so much! Glad you liked it too.
Do I dare share with you my love this secret
The thing above all else that fills me with fear at this moment
Leaves me feeling so petrified and frightened
Like the little boy I once was so very long ago
Would it make you lose respect, think me weak
Cause me to fall from esteem in your eyes
I'm sure you could try to guess, figure it out
Maybe it was going to war, surrounded by danger
Perhaps you would go with failure, being unmasked
Revealing all of this self-doubt and uncertainty
Wrestling with my own mortality, the stalking of death
Wondering if my life had purpose or that God would approve
Then again it could be losing a loved one
Or falling out of love or being discarded for another
While all good hunches, none are the truth
You see it's something happening more often than you think
It is the moment after bliss, while I am still coupled with you
As I feel my strength, my manhood soften, la petite morte
For then I am naked, vulnerable, and scared
Lying helpless in your arms, overwhelmed
Drowning in feelings and sensations that I normally tamp down
Now a swim in a great ocean of emotionality, fighting heaving waves
Thankfully you are always there with me, holding me tight
Gently caressing my back and shoulders, soothing me
It is only just now that it dawns on me, goosebump realization
That you have known this all along and even love me deeply for it
Wow this is an amazing work !
[/quote] I much agree this is Beautiful MAN![/quote]
Thanks so much! Glad you liked it too.
hate to fit a stereotype,
Yet I know, it's true but sad,
I've turned into one of those girls,
Who marries somebody just like their dad.
Just like him, I know where you stand,
And I want nothing but your attention.
Though I'll try to be brave, and do as you say,
There's one thing about me I should mention.
I hoard what I got, I have to!
There's so little that I can call mine.
Not your love, a few clothes,
Some memories, and lots&lots of time.
You're so like me that I bare to you,
My very pulsing heart,
Trustingly, all of my thoughts,
And dreams of a brand new start.
And you are my master,
A game out of control,
I started the game, yes,
But you never stopped playing your role.
Everything I have you indulge in,
And that's how it should be, of course.
What I get you are welcome to,
But I must remember what's yours is yours.
What do I have left, after you assault,
Only one thing, do you see?
The part of me that keeps you around,
What's mine is my own pussy.
Don't worry, I'm weak,
But you know this, your predators eyes are alight,
You'll make me yours, if it's all that you do,
You're prepared to put up with my fight.
And i know you'll just take me,
You do whenever you please,
But maybe be gentle, start slow?
Smile at me, as you part open my knees,
And where you're not welcome, go.
Yet I know, it's true but sad,
I've turned into one of those girls,
Who marries somebody just like their dad.
Just like him, I know where you stand,
And I want nothing but your attention.
Though I'll try to be brave, and do as you say,
There's one thing about me I should mention.
I hoard what I got, I have to!
There's so little that I can call mine.
Not your love, a few clothes,
Some memories, and lots&lots of time.
You're so like me that I bare to you,
My very pulsing heart,
Trustingly, all of my thoughts,
And dreams of a brand new start.
And you are my master,
A game out of control,
I started the game, yes,
But you never stopped playing your role.
Everything I have you indulge in,
And that's how it should be, of course.
What I get you are welcome to,
But I must remember what's yours is yours.
What do I have left, after you assault,
Only one thing, do you see?
The part of me that keeps you around,
What's mine is my own pussy.
Don't worry, I'm weak,
But you know this, your predators eyes are alight,
You'll make me yours, if it's all that you do,
You're prepared to put up with my fight.
And i know you'll just take me,
You do whenever you please,
But maybe be gentle, start slow?
Smile at me, as you part open my knees,
And where you're not welcome, go.
