Poetry competition CLOSED 27th August 2012 11:12pm
WINNER
LeColonel
LeColonel
Fear of Sex
Struggling for the control over my own body
I wrap myself in colors of dark dismay
“My body is my temple”
Right?!
I mean that’s what my father and the preachers
Say but if only they knew how the
Curiosity eats at me
Every time i watch you walk by
Oh god how they would burn
Of shame
So I remain close to the wall
Biting my tongue
Trying to feel the reminder
Of a one night sin
But only seeing the pleasure
Of last night’s secret
In front of me
Long limbs
Tied down
Hair pulled
It was rough passion
In the making
Opening my eyes
I wrap my fingers
Around the cross that
Lays heavy against my skin
Praying that this time
Ill be willing
(this ones a lil cliche but i gave it a try ) Can i write more than one or not?
I wrap myself in colors of dark dismay
“My body is my temple”
Right?!
I mean that’s what my father and the preachers
Say but if only they knew how the
Curiosity eats at me
Every time i watch you walk by
Oh god how they would burn
Of shame
So I remain close to the wall
Biting my tongue
Trying to feel the reminder
Of a one night sin
But only seeing the pleasure
Of last night’s secret
In front of me
Long limbs
Tied down
Hair pulled
It was rough passion
In the making
Opening my eyes
I wrap my fingers
Around the cross that
Lays heavy against my skin
Praying that this time
Ill be willing
(this ones a lil cliche but i gave it a try ) Can i write more than one or not?
It's all awakened,
Every little beast inside.
I find these eyes,
No longer have innocence,
Travling down bodies-
In my mind
I'm oddly inticed,
By what plesures the body bring.
Horrifed, by what joy,
It's begging me to have.
Never known the touch,
Of man or women.
Never had the passion,
Of a full french kiss.
Never bared my skin-
To another gaze.
That is terrifying,
To want and feel,
But never shall I know.
Every little beast inside.
I find these eyes,
No longer have innocence,
Travling down bodies-
In my mind
I'm oddly inticed,
By what plesures the body bring.
Horrifed, by what joy,
It's begging me to have.
Never known the touch,
Of man or women.
Never had the passion,
Of a full french kiss.
Never bared my skin-
To another gaze.
That is terrifying,
To want and feel,
But never shall I know.
This poem is based on fact, the blade a metaphor and there was reason to be afraid.
Don't Be Afraid
I cut through your life
with my sharpest blade
Please do not tremble
or be afraid
I lick and stroke
the ropes entwined
your sinew that your skin
does tightly bind
Sweat is seeping
from your pores
my blade against
your body claws
Gushing bleeding
lust befalls
the crying ache
where wanting calls
Let me suck
the life from you
you know you really
want me to
Fill me with your
living seed
as I cut through your life
and start to feed
Insatiable hunger
takes me where
your body waits
delicious and bare
I cut through your life
with my sharpest blade
as I ride you hard
Don't be afraid
Don't Be Afraid
I cut through your life
with my sharpest blade
Please do not tremble
or be afraid
I lick and stroke
the ropes entwined
your sinew that your skin
does tightly bind
Sweat is seeping
from your pores
my blade against
your body claws
Gushing bleeding
lust befalls
the crying ache
where wanting calls
Let me suck
the life from you
you know you really
want me to
Fill me with your
living seed
as I cut through your life
and start to feed
Insatiable hunger
takes me where
your body waits
delicious and bare
I cut through your life
with my sharpest blade
as I ride you hard
Don't be afraid
I FEAR
As I watch you hovering above me,
breathless, captured in the glow of passion
fleeting thoughts bombard my mind,as we kiss
and time unwinds....
I ....am ....so... into you
that all I want to do is fuse with your flesh
as we mesh and become....one
Yet, here come my doubts again and I come undone.
Wondering if you feel the depth of me so completely
that after sex, there will be no mystery
No more nirvahana only fleeting ecstasy
and this fear now vexes me...
Because I wanna love you forever
yet sometimes forever seems so
long to only touch my skin
in fact it almost seems wrong....
as I fear that I wont be enough to keep you
or your appetite sated
I ache in my soul because of how long I've
waited....to be loved by someone like you
Yet I fear that you can see right through
my eyes...into my soul
as my fears begin to rise
I look up into your face
as you cover me in passionate cries
you ask me if it feels good....
and I just lie...because I don't want you
to know whats really on my mind....
As I hope my fears of not pleasing you
dissipate....in time
As I watch you hovering above me,
breathless, captured in the glow of passion
fleeting thoughts bombard my mind,as we kiss
and time unwinds....
I ....am ....so... into you
that all I want to do is fuse with your flesh
as we mesh and become....one
Yet, here come my doubts again and I come undone.
Wondering if you feel the depth of me so completely
that after sex, there will be no mystery
No more nirvahana only fleeting ecstasy
and this fear now vexes me...
Because I wanna love you forever
yet sometimes forever seems so
long to only touch my skin
in fact it almost seems wrong....
as I fear that I wont be enough to keep you
or your appetite sated
I ache in my soul because of how long I've
waited....to be loved by someone like you
Yet I fear that you can see right through
my eyes...into my soul
as my fears begin to rise
I look up into your face
as you cover me in passionate cries
you ask me if it feels good....
and I just lie...because I don't want you
to know whats really on my mind....
As I hope my fears of not pleasing you
dissipate....in time
Sex Is not a Sin
(I have
no morals;
I simply do
not believe
in them.)
{What we do
is through
our being
who we are,
and what control
do I
have
over that?}
[How am I
to say
what in
my heart
is matter
of fact
that what
is lust
to others may
only be
a statement
of my being me?]
I ratchet up
the intertwining
circus love
and formal dining
entered into dainty
twisted satin
trestle
corset piercing
tatted whistle
steampunk stream
and filigree
when last
it comes
down to one knee
the giving gift
of just being free
is known
in tactiled touch
and so intimately.
The eating
of our finery?
Will this please
or colt brigade?
Jolt or bolt or
fear the maid?
Subtle meal
of lapping dance
and kissing passed out
fingered trance,
a meeting
in the shade?
runningturtle87
(I have
no morals;
I simply do
not believe
in them.)
{What we do
is through
our being
who we are,
and what control
do I
have
over that?}
[How am I
to say
what in
my heart
is matter
of fact
that what
is lust
to others may
only be
a statement
of my being me?]
I ratchet up
the intertwining
circus love
and formal dining
entered into dainty
twisted satin
trestle
corset piercing
tatted whistle
steampunk stream
and filigree
when last
it comes
down to one knee
the giving gift
of just being free
is known
in tactiled touch
and so intimately.
The eating
of our finery?
Will this please
or colt brigade?
Jolt or bolt or
fear the maid?
Subtle meal
of lapping dance
and kissing passed out
fingered trance,
a meeting
in the shade?
runningturtle87
Firebyrd said:I FEAR
As I watch you hovering above me,
breathless, captured in the glow of passion
fleeting thoughts bombard my mind,as we kiss
and time unwinds....
I ....am ....so... into you
that all I want to do is fuse with your flesh
as we mesh and become....one
Yet, here come my doubts again and I come undone.
Wondering if you feel the depth of me so completely
that after sex, there will be no mystery
No more nirvahana only fleeting ecstasy
and this fear now vexes me...
Because I wanna love you forever
yet sometimes forever seems so
long to only touch my skin
in fact it almost seems wrong....
as I fear that I wont be enough to keep you
or your appetite sated
I ache in my soul because of how long I've
waited....to be loved by someone like you
Yet I fear that you can see right through
my eyes...into my soul
as my fears begin to rise
I look up into your face
as you cover me in passionate cries
you ask me if it feels good....
and I just lie...because I don't want you
to know whats really on my mind....
As I hope my fears of not pleasing you
dissipate....in time
Where is the add to favorites button for this one? :D
As I watch you hovering above me,
breathless, captured in the glow of passion
fleeting thoughts bombard my mind,as we kiss
and time unwinds....
I ....am ....so... into you
that all I want to do is fuse with your flesh
as we mesh and become....one
Yet, here come my doubts again and I come undone.
Wondering if you feel the depth of me so completely
that after sex, there will be no mystery
No more nirvahana only fleeting ecstasy
and this fear now vexes me...
Because I wanna love you forever
yet sometimes forever seems so
long to only touch my skin
in fact it almost seems wrong....
as I fear that I wont be enough to keep you
or your appetite sated
I ache in my soul because of how long I've
waited....to be loved by someone like you
Yet I fear that you can see right through
my eyes...into my soul
as my fears begin to rise
I look up into your face
as you cover me in passionate cries
you ask me if it feels good....
and I just lie...because I don't want you
to know whats really on my mind....
As I hope my fears of not pleasing you
dissipate....in time
Where is the add to favorites button for this one? :D
MrE said:[quote-121393-Firebyrd]I FEAR
As I watch you hovering above me,
breathless, captured in the glow of passion
fleeting thoughts bombard my mind,as we kiss
and time unwinds....
I ....am ....so... into you
that all I want to do is fuse with your flesh
as we mesh and become....one
Yet, here come my doubts again and I come undone.
Wondering if you feel the depth of me so completely
that after sex, there will be no mystery
No more nirvahana only fleeting ecstasy
and this fear now vexes me...
Because I wanna love you forever
yet sometimes forever seems so
long to only touch my skin
in fact it almost seems wrong....
as I fear that I wont be enough to keep you
or your appetite sated
I ache in my soul because of how long I've
waited....to be loved by someone like you
Yet I fear that you can see right through
my eyes...into my soul
as my fears begin to rise
I look up into your face
as you cover me in passionate cries
you ask me if it feels good....
and I just lie...because I don't want you
to know whats really on my mind....
As I hope my fears of not pleasing you
dissipate....in time
Where is the add to favorites button for this one? :D[/quote]
Well i am desperately looking for it :-D
As I watch you hovering above me,
breathless, captured in the glow of passion
fleeting thoughts bombard my mind,as we kiss
and time unwinds....
I ....am ....so... into you
that all I want to do is fuse with your flesh
as we mesh and become....one
Yet, here come my doubts again and I come undone.
Wondering if you feel the depth of me so completely
that after sex, there will be no mystery
No more nirvahana only fleeting ecstasy
and this fear now vexes me...
Because I wanna love you forever
yet sometimes forever seems so
long to only touch my skin
in fact it almost seems wrong....
as I fear that I wont be enough to keep you
or your appetite sated
I ache in my soul because of how long I've
waited....to be loved by someone like you
Yet I fear that you can see right through
my eyes...into my soul
as my fears begin to rise
I look up into your face
as you cover me in passionate cries
you ask me if it feels good....
and I just lie...because I don't want you
to know whats really on my mind....
As I hope my fears of not pleasing you
dissipate....in time
Where is the add to favorites button for this one? :D[/quote]
Well i am desperately looking for it :-D
and MarekM 
What Strikes at My Heart with Fear
Do I dare share with you my love this secret
The thing above all else that fills me with fear at this moment
Leaves me feeling so petrified and frightened
Like the little boy I once was so very long ago
Would it make you lose respect, think me weak
Cause me to fall from esteem in your eyes
I'm sure you could try to guess, figure it out
Maybe it was going to war, surrounded by danger
Perhaps you would go with failure, being unmasked
Revealing all of this self-doubt and uncertainty
Wrestling with my own mortality, the stalking of death
Wondering if my life had purpose or that God would approve
Then again it could be losing a loved one
Or falling out of love or being discarded for another
While all good hunches, none are the truth
You see it's something happening more often than you think
It is the moment after bliss, while I am still coupled with you
As I feel my strength, my manhood soften, la petite morte
For then I am naked, vulnerable, and scared
Lying helpless in your arms, overwhelmed
Drowning in feelings and sensations that I normally tamp down
Now a swim in a great ocean of emotionality, fighting heaving waves
Thankfully you are always there with me, holding me tight
Gently caressing my back and shoulders, soothing me
It is only just now that it dawns on me, goosebump realization
That you have known this all along and even love me deeply for it
Do I dare share with you my love this secret
The thing above all else that fills me with fear at this moment
Leaves me feeling so petrified and frightened
Like the little boy I once was so very long ago
Would it make you lose respect, think me weak
Cause me to fall from esteem in your eyes
I'm sure you could try to guess, figure it out
Maybe it was going to war, surrounded by danger
Perhaps you would go with failure, being unmasked
Revealing all of this self-doubt and uncertainty
Wrestling with my own mortality, the stalking of death
Wondering if my life had purpose or that God would approve
Then again it could be losing a loved one
Or falling out of love or being discarded for another
While all good hunches, none are the truth
You see it's something happening more often than you think
It is the moment after bliss, while I am still coupled with you
As I feel my strength, my manhood soften, la petite morte
For then I am naked, vulnerable, and scared
Lying helpless in your arms, overwhelmed
Drowning in feelings and sensations that I normally tamp down
Now a swim in a great ocean of emotionality, fighting heaving waves
Thankfully you are always there with me, holding me tight
Gently caressing my back and shoulders, soothing me
It is only just now that it dawns on me, goosebump realization
That you have known this all along and even love me deeply for it
LeColonel said:What Strikes at My Heart with Fear
Do I dare share with you my love this secret
The thing above all else that fills me with fear at this moment
Leaves me feeling so petrified and frightened
Like the little boy I once was so very long ago
Would it make you lose respect, think me weak
Cause me to fall from esteem in your eyes
I'm sure you could try to guess, figure it out
Maybe it was going to war, surrounded by danger
Perhaps you would go with failure, being unmasked
Revealing all of this self-doubt and uncertainty
Wrestling with my own mortality, the stalking of death
Wondering if my life had purpose or that God would approve
Then again it could be losing a loved one
Or falling out of love or being discarded for another
While all good hunches, none are the truth
You see it's something happening more often than you think
It is the moment after bliss, while I am still coupled with you
As I feel my strength, my manhood soften, la petite morte
For then I am naked, vulnerable, and scared
Lying helpless in your arms, overwhelmed
Drowning in feelings and sensations that I normally tamp down
Now a swim in a great ocean of emotionality, fighting heaving waves
Thankfully you are always there with me, holding me tight
Gently caressing my back and shoulders, soothing me
It is only just now that it dawns on me, goosebump realization
That you have known this all along and even love me deeply for it
Wow this is an amazing work !
Do I dare share with you my love this secret
The thing above all else that fills me with fear at this moment
Leaves me feeling so petrified and frightened
Like the little boy I once was so very long ago
Would it make you lose respect, think me weak
Cause me to fall from esteem in your eyes
I'm sure you could try to guess, figure it out
Maybe it was going to war, surrounded by danger
Perhaps you would go with failure, being unmasked
Revealing all of this self-doubt and uncertainty
Wrestling with my own mortality, the stalking of death
Wondering if my life had purpose or that God would approve
Then again it could be losing a loved one
Or falling out of love or being discarded for another
While all good hunches, none are the truth
You see it's something happening more often than you think
It is the moment after bliss, while I am still coupled with you
As I feel my strength, my manhood soften, la petite morte
For then I am naked, vulnerable, and scared
Lying helpless in your arms, overwhelmed
Drowning in feelings and sensations that I normally tamp down
Now a swim in a great ocean of emotionality, fighting heaving waves
Thankfully you are always there with me, holding me tight
Gently caressing my back and shoulders, soothing me
It is only just now that it dawns on me, goosebump realization
That you have known this all along and even love me deeply for it
Wow this is an amazing work !
