Cheaters

Everyone gets ONE entry, no collabs.

I remember when you told me
that you loved me
and then told the same thing to
my best friend.
I walked away because
it hurt so damn bad
and even now to this day, even though we
are together once more - as I believe in
2nd chances and that humans make
mistakes -
I still don't believe that you didn't
wanna fuck around with her
and then play me at the same time.
You told me, the same day you said you would
love her
were I not around,
that you couldn't love a girl who
'hurt herself'
and yet when I broke up with you
you acted the same way,
depressed and cut up.
Should I treat you the same way?
Let you feel the sting those words
carry to your heart?
I won't sink to your level
and I don't trust you
fully
anymore with my heart.
But I still love you,
so I'll try once more,
once more
to trust.
To trust,
you.

.:Four Lines:.


What's all this now?
Peek a boo? Peek a Who?
Peek a You... Four lines!! {I.DON'T.LOVE.YOU}
You couldn't muster one line to keep your ass out of a bind
You and your "Bump n Grind"
Still thinking; right to this moment..
Thinkin Nothings wrong
Speaking so soft and low...
KNOW darling YOU gotta go..
NO...you’re already gone; I'm onna New Song
But yeah, for sure...
Thought I recognized the whisper
The pâté of The Creepin Mister
Thought it was you...the one eye can see right through
Only now you decide to comeback through.

So this is how it is..

You've been out n' about takin care of your biz?
However, from where I've been waiting
I don't think so
Matter fact; seeing you is an "Oh NO"
Long time passing; and
To me you look kinda new...a bit shady
Perhaps its that new Lady
Except for the crumbled shirt
That part looks like My Hurt
My Heart..Wherein it looks like it needs a good (im)pressing
A good pressing into place/ perhaps it does;
but it's NOT my place And guess what?
This one ain't yours..
And no longer do them dimples
They DON’T provide any adequate cures
No longer down for your extended tours
I’m just not playin...
DO You hear what I'm saying?
Not...Look ho'
What's so funny?

"My Ex-dearest, used to be, honey?

YOU was the one gone without a trace...
still with that sad dawg look on your Face!
Thought maybe you'd turn up onna milk carton;
now you wanna "Beg My Pardon"
and that's just not gonna get it
But, it's cool...its not for you to fret it...Get it?
The door...its for you to exit my mi amore!
What YOU still standin here for? NO...encore
It's your whole character I deplore
Need I say more?

Our Final Kiss

Rose petals falling
Gently tangling in your hair.
This is the end.
We’ve known forever
That this would come.
And it is far more beautiful
Than I could have possibly imagined.
There are no tears
No useless cries to continue this.
Only the rose petals tangling around us
And a final kiss.

You want to blame me
For all the pain in your heart.
Even your wandering eyes
Are my fault in your mind.
I wish I could be angry
Or hurt. But I know only the calm
That always comes before a storm.

Later I will hurt for this.
But this has to be the end.
I will not bleed for you anymore.
You will not be in my prayers tonight.

Later you may ask for my help.
But you gave up that right
When you kissed her.
I may take pity on you then.
But the love you took for granted
Will be denied to you
Ever more.

You seem sad
Did you not want this to end?
Then you should have never kissed my friend.
Those lips were supposed to belong to me.
Don’t tell me you’re going to cry?
Now you care? NOW?

Well here is your last kiss my Dear.
Use this time well.
This will be the last time you know this feeling.
You know what I’m talking about, the feeling
That the girl you kiss actually loves you.
That she isn’t using  you for your money
Or the jealousy that follows your girl.
For no other could love you as completely as I did.
As I still do….

Goodbye Matthew.
I hope you find peace.
But you will never find love,
Not when you couldn’t see it an inch in front of your beautiful face.

CHEATING

My lover is cheating on me
This requires discipline
When he comes to see me
He will be naked, bound and chained
In my basement he will go
So I can torture him until he goes insane

My first husband cheated on me
He did not know I am a BRUJA
Wished his car went off the road
Phoned the next day
Did you do it – you witch?
I twitched my nose
He got the willies
That did not teach him anything
Once you cheat
It is an addiction thing

I cheated on my lover
He was a hard and brutal man
He beat me up and made me suffer
Called me his bitch
Made me his slave
For a year, I lived as a sex slave

There is no such fury as a woman scorned
But do not think men will take it
For my lover taught me a hard lesson
If I cheat again….he will kill me
And get away with it

I definitely wanna write something for this..

Scarfield

My words come out like flowers
Long stem, poison petals, unconsumable to humans  
 
Six tick-tocks of the clock and one less degree of separation
One less detail to consider
 
Even keel has been the best one could hope for before now
Hence, whatever shall we ponder?
 
Are there too many dangers on that foul and rapid river?
Capsized with thunder thighs buried hatred in the mirror
 
I no longer see my worth in her eyes
Her smile, the epitome of danger
 
I never left I just withdrew
Still wanting all of it with you
 
Chemically burned and upturned, the levels I hit were legendary
Who other now could put me secondary that would drown me any further?
 
A deluge determined to break the levee
An imminent outpouring filled to the rim with chalice meat
Burning seed contained by skin-tight prison
 
One last line of defense stretched across my neck to strangle
When I'm already drowning
Smothered by the dirt shoveled in my shallow grave  
 
Light the fire, the excitement would be worth it
Then every element could have its piece of me,
An investment with returns
 
The Pilgrim has come home with sunken shoulders, his Holy Land defiled
Other hands have carved a niche which he could not fulfill
He fell short in his devotions?
The red letters were not met
So his Church was torn asunder and left without defense
 
While the heathens and blasphemers took anything of value,
the Pilgrim only prayed harder
Until he finally had to accept that his God was on vacation  
 
Somewhere sunny where words come out like flowers  
Long stem, poison petals, unconsumable to humans
 
Where the sun feeds lovely weeds
Along the banks of a foul and rapid river
 
Where the six tick-tocks of an unforgiving clock strike a bell
whose ring threatens to carry on forever

I love these! Keep them coming, y'all!

Outside The Light    


You tore out the air
which supplied my heart
then you left me there
to slowly fall apart ,
saturday lies
even week nights
you'd look in my eyes
outside the light

Remembering , wandering
the back streets of our years
my everything , squandering
a reduction to tears .

You turned to cast
like a hollow thing
I burned to ash
in a molten ring
the kids did ask
for you to bring
yourself back home
to hope we'd cling .

Off the wall
so desperately
I did so fall ,
descent , gravity
down I went painfully
to cracked cement , a cavity
you walked , hell bent  
away from me
how could you dent
our family
these babies were sent  
from the heavens to me
how could you have spent
what comes for free .

You cheat...

You said you were mine
but you held another
You said I was yours
and a little later
you were hers.

You said you wanted me
but you did not care
when I was blue
and I needed you
you were not there.

A game you played
without guilt or shame
a tick tack toe
you want her too
after a romp with me...

You kissed another
after you kissed me
you said you did not mean it
you lied, you were just another
cheap cheating cheater!

Excuse my language ..
It's all a bit raw when I wrote..

Where The F*k Is Karma ..

A Chat To My Face,
I Didn’t Deserve,
After All These Years,
A Learning Curve,

Whatever You Wanted,
I Was There,
Fucking Everything,
I Didn’t Care..
I’d Have Died For You,
Given My Life,
Houses,
Children,
Even Made You My Wife..

But A Facebook Message,
Are You For Real,
A Knife To The Heart,
Just Go For The Kill..
You’ve Ripped It Out,
Fucked Me Up Good,
Talk To My Face,
I May Have Understood..

Ignore My Texts,
My Calls,
For Fucks Sake,
Where Are Your Balls..
To Tell Me The Truth,
Talk To My Face,
Take Me And Drag Me Out Of This Place..

The Place Where You’ve Put Me,      
I’m Trying To Climb,
The Dark Hollow Hole,
Clawing,
Scratching,
Losing Control..
I’m Trying To Breathe,
Looking Down At My vest,
Organs,
Intestines ,
Falling Out Of My Chest..
You’ve Ripped Out My Heart,
Probably Thrown It Away,
Got Bored,
Had Ya Play,
Or Saving It For A Rainy Day..

Well Fuck You,
And Fuck Your Games..
Ignore Me,
Wind Me Up And Make Me Mad,
You Fucking Bitch,
I’m Fucking Glad..
Whatever You Want,
Whatever You Need,
Your Hopefully A Dying Breed..

I Wish I Had Cheated,
Punched You And Kicked You,
My Hands Round Your Throat,
Your Face Black And Blue..
Then I’d Have Known,
And Held Up My Hands,      
I’d Known Why You Left,
I’d Known Where I Stand..

But You Fucked Off And Ran,
No Text Or No Call,
No Talk Face To Face,
Are You Proud Of It All..
You Took What You Could,
Then Turned And Ran,
You Knew All Along,
Was All In Ya Plan..

Only I can read your thoughts, only I don't want to...


Anything In the world
I'd do it for you
Ten times over,

If ever I need a shoulder
I hope you'll be there?
Remember you promised

Remember when you confronted me
About rumours
I dispelled them, with a passion

And when you found out it was true
I lost you
And that promise,

Although you didn't have to lose out
When you left me
For your bestfriend

I realised the only one I truly
Loved
Was too good to tarnish

So beautiful we were
And now you cannot face me
Wondering if you've heard, 3 months later;

I still haven't the heart to replace you?

-Needless Revenge-
I loved her
I really did,
But she betrayed me.
And because she betrayed me,
She has to pay!

I went to her house that dark, dark night
The one night that even the demons from the hell wouldn’t come to earth
It’s the one night that neither the almighty god
Nor the almighty devil can or will touch me
For my fury burns all around me

I went to her house while she was playing with her new boy toy
I slipped into the back yard
And in through the back window with ease
She nor her boy saw or heard me coming for them

Within seconds they are unconscious
I drag their limp bodies down the stairs
Thump, thump, thump
Their heads bounce off the stairs
I tie their hands to the poles in the ceiling
I tie them so that they face each other

I get my knife, set it on the table
I throw ice water onto their bodies
As soon as she sees me her face morphs into inhuman hatred
I look her in the eyes and tell her "watch"
"You should enjoy this"
I grab the knife and throw it at her boy

He screams a scream that the Banshee's would be scared of
I rip the knife down
Nearly ripping his arm off in the process
Blood gushes out and covers my hand and the floor
She looks disgusted, I’m happy, but still hungry for revenge
I cut his bonds
He is still screaming
He looks at me and freezes, and says "w-what are you?"
I say your worst nightmare
I jump on top of him and punch him 1, 2, 3, 10 times in rapid succession
I disembowel his other arm
Rip his legs free from his body
Then I rip out his heart and put it in Her mouth
I cut her down and push her to her knees
I cut off her head, and watch her dead body spasm
I lay down in the red pool of death that I created
I fall into endless dreams of sweet bloody bliss

I love Needless Revenge

Cheat On Me

Another night I sit here alone
A feminine touch is all I can think of
The love of a woman still unknown
Because I’ve never been in love
If I could only get a woman to date me
Just so she could cheat on me

My stable of lovers consists of three
A hand, a hand, and a pillow
I trust them with my hearts key
To me the act isn’t solo
My version of intimate connection
Multiple personality affection

I bought a new pillow from the store
Gave my old one to goodwill
Is my old pillow a cheating whore?
Is my new pillow a cheap thrill?

How did this happen to me, now I’m paranoid
Shaking hands is cheating by proxy
My left hand was loyal until my heart was destroyed
By a right arm amputee with moxie

If I could just get a real girlfriend and have her cheat
I feel like my life would be complete

Choosing a winner is going to be so hard!