I chant my pain
LadyLaura
Eternal
Forum Posts: 17
Eternal
Twisted Dreamer
1
Joined 5th Nov 2016 Forum Posts: 17
This IS a f*ck you!
This IS a F**K YOU
What the fucks your problem, still acting like I’m on one, while your sitting there all solemn, looking like you hit the bottom, haven’t felt it since the autumn, still treating you with caution, but now I’m feeling awesome and you should be forgotten.
I don’t need to apologise when all I did was love and advise don’t really care if you think it’s all lies all your doing is making me despise the fact I even dared to try...I think it’s time to say bye bye.
My conscience is clear, my correspondence sincere, I gave you a year in my love hemisphere, let you in to everything I hold dear, it didn’t take long for the truth to be clear, when I wasn’t there you’d sit there and sneer over every single joyful idea.
Fuck your self you don’t believe in me, you’ve never given me anything I need, self centred full of doubt fucker, go find yourself another dumb sucker, one who you can call stupid and hope her heart don’t get polluted when you want her to remain muted before you say she sounds deluded.
You’re not my type you’re a slave to the system, I mistook love for a dependency symptom, it may have took a year but I gained that wisdom, I can’t stand here and play the victim, I made the choice this was my final decision, they say love is blind but I gained my vision.
My final words are simply true, not one more day will I feel blue, for I have changed and I have grew, I now know things I never knew, and as we end and start a new, one last thing to say... FUCK YOU
What the fucks your problem, still acting like I’m on one, while your sitting there all solemn, looking like you hit the bottom, haven’t felt it since the autumn, still treating you with caution, but now I’m feeling awesome and you should be forgotten.
I don’t need to apologise when all I did was love and advise don’t really care if you think it’s all lies all your doing is making me despise the fact I even dared to try...I think it’s time to say bye bye.
My conscience is clear, my correspondence sincere, I gave you a year in my love hemisphere, let you in to everything I hold dear, it didn’t take long for the truth to be clear, when I wasn’t there you’d sit there and sneer over every single joyful idea.
Fuck your self you don’t believe in me, you’ve never given me anything I need, self centred full of doubt fucker, go find yourself another dumb sucker, one who you can call stupid and hope her heart don’t get polluted when you want her to remain muted before you say she sounds deluded.
You’re not my type you’re a slave to the system, I mistook love for a dependency symptom, it may have took a year but I gained that wisdom, I can’t stand here and play the victim, I made the choice this was my final decision, they say love is blind but I gained my vision.
My final words are simply true, not one more day will I feel blue, for I have changed and I have grew, I now know things I never knew, and as we end and start a new, one last thing to say... FUCK YOU
Written by LadyLaura
(Eternal)
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poetOftragedy
Forum Posts: 80
Dangerous Mind
3
Joined 13th May 2018 Forum Posts: 80
AspergerPoet56
Forum Posts: 1902
Tyrant of Words
33
Joined 4th Dec 2018Forum Posts: 1902
Monsters Still Greet Me
An empty vow resonates
Hollow in its promise
Always corrupting
Never delivering
Surrendering control to a fake reality
The monsters still greet me
Like they are family
Bleeding the poison
Hoping I will succumb again
Corroding my happiness
The burning acid of madness
Scarring my mind
Every night I die alone
Every morning I am resurrected
It’s my Groundhog Day
Tranquility has no place
The battle rages on
An unknown war behind closed doors
Broken mirrors to hide the ugly reflection
That has become me
Hollow in its promise
Always corrupting
Never delivering
Surrendering control to a fake reality
The monsters still greet me
Like they are family
Bleeding the poison
Hoping I will succumb again
Corroding my happiness
The burning acid of madness
Scarring my mind
Every night I die alone
Every morning I am resurrected
It’s my Groundhog Day
Tranquility has no place
The battle rages on
An unknown war behind closed doors
Broken mirrors to hide the ugly reflection
That has become me
Written by AspergerPoet56
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Jade-Pandora
jade tiger
Forum Posts: 5134
jade tiger
Tyrant of Words
154
Joined 9th Nov 2015 Forum Posts: 5134
Letting Go
The moment of
death
suddenly
comes for you
like a thief
as night is alive
with the chatter
of leaves—
letting go from
gusts of wind,
finally letting go
all at once
the way
I hope to do—
cartwheeling
down empty
streets & alleys
imitating the rain
I long for,
waiting for it to
take me away—
like a mantra:
to hear the wind
& feel the rain
to hear the rain
& feel the wind;
becoming the
wind & the rain—
pulling off
bedclothes,
washing clear
the watercolors of
fever from your
brittle face
of eternal sleep—
before I'm gone,
riding the
horizon’s mist
of a
moon sloop
just as
sunrise begins.
SweetKittyCat5
Forum Posts: 1990
Tyrant of Words
26
Joined 5th Sep 2018Forum Posts: 1990
No Words
Lives hanging in the balance between here and the afterlife, life and death, only to realize their breath has already been taken.
God have mercy on this world, and the creatures that roam.
No more words
No more fly bird
No more silver lining
No more emotional binding
No more desire
Kill the flame dose the fire
No more laugher
No more wishing for the day after
No more love
No more hiding above
No more sense of presence
No more echoes from Heaven
No more no more
No more trying to even the score
No more light
No more, doing what’s right
No more carrying on
Drown the beautiful music of that love song
No more opening my door
No more bodies entwined to amour
No more doing my part
No more masterpiece works of art
No more expressive tones
No more answers from the ring tones of my cell phone
No more hope
No more sailing my boat
No more smiles
No more asking to stay a while
No more sunrise
No more wishing for a surprise
No more set me free
No more demands from mother’s nature’s creed
No more my mind will soar
No more knees hitting the floor
Yes, to the afterlife
God have mercy on this world, and the creatures that roam.
No more words
No more fly bird
No more silver lining
No more emotional binding
No more desire
Kill the flame dose the fire
No more laugher
No more wishing for the day after
No more love
No more hiding above
No more sense of presence
No more echoes from Heaven
No more no more
No more trying to even the score
No more light
No more, doing what’s right
No more carrying on
Drown the beautiful music of that love song
No more opening my door
No more bodies entwined to amour
No more doing my part
No more masterpiece works of art
No more expressive tones
No more answers from the ring tones of my cell phone
No more hope
No more sailing my boat
No more smiles
No more asking to stay a while
No more sunrise
No more wishing for a surprise
No more set me free
No more demands from mother’s nature’s creed
No more my mind will soar
No more knees hitting the floor
Yes, to the afterlife
Written by SweetKittyCat5
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Anonymous
Thank you to all you who took part. I have been reading over and over your wonderful words. It was not easy, as everyone has expressed such deep emotions. Congratulations to the winner and the runners up. And bless you all for your beautiful insights.
poetOftragedy
Forum Posts: 80
Dangerous Mind
3
Joined 13th May 2018 Forum Posts: 80
Wow thank you....
I'm so damn excited
Speechless in every word...
Thank you
I'm so damn excited
Speechless in every word...
Thank you