New Year's Resolution

I had a dream, a dream that was soo amazing that it felt real
Although it was unbelievably a dream
A dream where everything was all good
A dream where although it sometimes rained and got tough,
There was no reason to ever complain
A dream of two individuals joining as one
Yes there were rainy days but together we create the sun
A dream where we could be doing absolutely nothing yet still it would be fun
There was a special connection where I absolutely loved every second
A dream where your touch was soo heavenly that we melt together
A dream of eternity because nothing breaks a bond of forever
You and I were meant to be together
Sun shinning in any weather with fingertips as light as feathers
A dream where our flaws were so small that to each other
They were nothing at all
Because our love defeats all
A dream where just like I do , you never hold the past against me
We help and encourage each other to succeed
This is the story of a dream
A dream of a true match made in heaven
Call it a dream team

or, rather, considered            
pledging some new start              
to a regime              
I've previously failed              
             
Yet realized succeeding              
isn't important;            
striving is              
             
So, whatever undertaking            
this eve of new beginning            
remember you cannot fail              
in the attempting          
             
There are only second              
third, even fifty-fifth            
chances to attain;            
             
all a new prelude              
despite the date              
             
Living can be success            
but I prefer to believe            
trying keeps us alive            
             
moving forward            
technicolor dreaming     
             
without strangling            
on our own blood  
counting mistakes           
             
It's rising again              
after resting a while            
Heeding the call             
" Don't give up "            
             
Resolving to fight            
even unto death;  
because no matter how  
you perceive you've failed . . .      
   
each day you breathe    
you've won              
             
~            
             
             
             
   
   
   
For my J, my Love and inspiration;  
such unfailing Faith in Us. 💜            
             
For all who are struggling with  
loneliness or other personal  
demons this day; You aren't alone. 💕            
             
May 2018 Bless each of you at DUP  
with much Love and Happiness.              
             
May we all be more compassionate.🎊❤            
 

New Year new me? No that is what everybody else are doing trying to change the good and bad, because of a bad experience from a asshole that you appreciate it in your life, but that person got greedy and selfish with the big head start talking crazy.  Stuff like that happens everyday and most of the times you have to walk away and let God take care of it.

The only thing I need to change is my approach to people trying to get to know by helping or pamper them, but I had to realized you have people in this world that will take advantage and use the good to get ahead in their life even though you showed so much love. When this happens,  its best to stay away, stay humble, and do things different, but as humans  we all grieve at losing someone, a break up or death in the family.  Things take time let God take the wheel he got it.

Having a big heart can cost at times when you want to do something good for that person just to get to know each other, but its flip and they turn to love and care for someone else. The love is going the wrong way how you try to talk or be around someone who don't feel the same way, this is the way its going right now. So I'm not the type that will do anything for money or just to get my dick wet. I'm different from others.