Poem of the Month - December

When I say that you were a wonderful mother and person, I'm being sincere.
The memory of the last Christmas that we shared is something I hold dear.
We spent many Christmases together but we won't be able to do it again.
We'll spend Christmases together in Heaven in the future but I don't know when.
Back in 2012, I gave you and Dad two presents each on Christmas Eve.
You passed away less than three months later and it was hard to believe.
I didn't realize just how sick that you were.
Your death was painful and hard to endure.
If I'd known that the Christmas of 2012 would be our last Christmas, I would've appreciated it more.
I will always appreciate and cherish the final Christmas we shared and all of the Christmases before.
You and Dad are both gone and I can't spend another Christmas with either of you.
I want to wish you and Dad a Merry Christmas because it's the proper thing to do.

We are on the throne of entering a new season, a portal window, whereas the celestial bodies once aligned will play a historical role in major events that will forecast and shape our very existence.      
              
If you are a born Aquarian (Jan. 20 - Feb. 18) A great humanitarian of this magnificent astrological force; it will be a pivotal moment as referenced to the Dawning Of The Age of Aquarius, this is the time to accept life’s major blessings, favorable life changes will occur, and spiritual awakening lessons will benefit the nature from where you stand in this vast universe.      
      
The planet Saturn will grant several challenges as opportunities increase. Be prepared to feel more confident and powerful than ever before.      
      
The COVID-19 theories, with new emerging variants      
Is this all related to a pre-ordained Armageddon this world is moving into.      
      
Armageddon. ( ˌɑːməˈɡɛdən) n. 1. (Bible) New Testament the final battle at the end of the world between the forces of good and evil, God against the kings of the earth (Revelation 16:16) 2. a catastrophic and extremely destructive conflict, esp World War I viewed as this.      
Armageddon - Wikipedia 12-03-23-SKC      
      
Allow me to take the time to give you my hindsight, in addition, all opinions are expressed by me, and I take full responsibility for the information supplied in retrograde.      
      
Let’s go back in history here. To control the masses, one must always give respect to unsound mind, body, and soul.      
      
Since the world does not consist of a present-day Nostradamus, we must stay focused and be aware of the potential of our Third Eye Enlightenment (Our Third Eye Chakra).      
      
There are several readers who have questioned the validity of what Chakras are and how do they relate to one’s everyday existence. A quick lesson, they are the essence that resides within on a higher lever of planetary conscious; each one of us have that dynamic core in the center of our being, we must take extra precaution when tapping into its altruistic energy.      
      
The DNA Of Hebrew Melanin    
      
The properties of its truth were neglected by great figures such as Constantine (He was the first Roman emperor to convert to Christianity) Serapis (Serapis was an invented god just as Christianity was copied from African Spirituality, and then you have the Piso Family (The Piso family wrote the New Testament, and particularly the Gospels).      
      
Such a travesty to conceal such a truth and gave credence to the number in reverence to the mark of the beast a deceptive practice for the Roman aristocrats who wrote the New Testament in regard to their hatred of the Jews, which, if you study the history of theology is the Moorish ancestry, the original Jews.             
In the history of biological theological anatomies, once the male sperm fertilizes the female egg during conception, it becomes an explosion, the molecular apparatus of melanin covets the fetes until birth.    
      
Melanin is a pigment that attracts variations of energy; a melanocyte is a type of cell that is located in the basal layer of the epidermis. Melanin can absorb a great amount of energy, yet not produce a tremendous amount of heat when it absorbs this energy.            
African American’s melanin nuclei allow them to age ten years slower than any other European race known to mankind.      
      
The Afro American genetic chemical elements make up six-neutrons, six protons, and the equation of six electrons.      
      
Pineal calcification rates with Africans are 5-15%; Asians – 15-25%; Europeans -60-80%! This is the chemical basis for the cultural differences between blacks and whites.      
      
The numerical number is not the mark of the beast, as many have been deceived with the truth; the propaganda of inappropriate information correlating to the benefits from human, water, to plants. Melanin which makes up my DNA has been falsified of the validity of its beautiful structure.      
      
However, yes there are several references in the Good Book, it specifically mentions the "number of the Beast" in chapter 13 of the Book of Revelation, found in the New Testament,      
      
There are three types of melanin, which are brown eumelanin and black eumelanin, pheomelanin, and neuromelanin.    
   
I will advise woman of color after giving birth to ask for the placental, it carries the greatest amount of stem cells, if you can pay to get it frozen then do so, if not, keep in freezer until the child turns one and then bury it. In some cultures, the placenta is consumed.      
      
How does all this play in a significant to today's time.    
      
The New World Order      
      
It is the time to open shut eyes, we are bowing down to a new World Order. I must step away from this concept and add some insightfulness from theorizing world state affairs, political and astronomical flavones.          
I would take this universal pandemic and this mass effort to vaccinate, I do not understand some of the concepts. You have a society where cancer is on the uprise, hypertension, and diabetes, which citizens have complained of its cost effective in getting prescribed medication if you do not have health insurance, yet, the government under a black-op covert agenda mandates vaccine very quickly to vaccine millions of people buy the year later part of 2021, and here today 12-03-23 and more variants are popping up, and as always it has originated out of China, and now it is a spike in Pneumonias that is affecting children.     
      
A vaccination standardized given placebo/non-placebo in clinical trials for Asians and European descent but once approved by the FDA, pushed toward the African American population to get. And no, I will not accept African American are at a higher risk than any other race, everyone is at risk.      
      
I am a tad apprehensive regarding state officials who are balking at requests from the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention (CDC) for the personal data of residents receiving the coronavirus vaccine, and yes you would have to carry on you that small immunization record.      
      
It will get crucial, as time progresses, no record of receiving the vaccine you will become a prisoner of your own state/country, mark this date and time of the narrative these will come to past.      
      
And That’s Straight Talk Live For You.      
      
Until We Merge the Gift of Our Intellects, Keep Looking Toward The Moon You Just Might Catch A Star  
   
SKC Interim DON, APRN  
   
   
This is an updated repost.

I dreamed I had a poet wife  
to tidy up my thinking
She'd wash my word socks every night  
and stop my phrases stinking
We'd roam the pages of our lives
make memories together
and before our ink was barely dry
we both knew it was clever
Now here's the thing I like the most
while we scribble in a fever
even when she burns my toast
I know I'll never leave her  
And joy of joys the day arrived
she proved I was a man
presenting me with ecstasy
our couplets in a pram

I know what my spirit says
Look how far you’ve come
and all you've done.
 
Still, shadows lick my feet.
 
I know I’m blessed.
But what I really wish
is for blessings to be commonplace.
An everyday occurrence
for each human to experience.  
 
I've seen those suffering
while seeking direction
—gazing out the window
from an office cubicle
pretending to be content
with a noose around their neck.
 
Staring endlessly
into traversing clouds
beyond whatever assignment
is reminding them  
their needs don’t matter
against the bottom line.
 
I want to disable the elevator
disconnect the Wi-Fi
apologize for the cruelty
of corporate greed
squeezing their life dry.
 
I want to look them in the eyes
so they can see the sincerity
and possibility of their desires
and the importance of Be-ing alive.
 
I want to rip the system apart
burn every faction of spite and hate
that divides us as a nation.
Serve deportation papers
to the shadows
tell them they’ve been dismissed
by our inner Light.
 
I want an apology
for every broken promise
made by our government
to the huddled masses
who arrived from teeming shores
for the American dream.
 
I want to dig up every grave
containing the remains
of our forefathers
and beat clarity
from their corpse’s lips
till all that's left
of their broken bones and teeth
is love, imprinted on the future
of this country.
 
I want to finish this life
—despite being a single drop
in an endless ocean—knowing
I was at least part of a multitude
of drops trying to make a difference.
 
Not just for myself but everyone else.  
~

Paintings hidden on dark cave walls    
becoming now our hallowed halls    
and who can't marvel at their call?    
     
'Out of the earth to rest or range'    
as with us so in their own age,    
strutting out on the self same stage,    
     
As from the dust they speak to us...    
" Look, we too slept, fed, loved and cussed,    
hated, made war, and showed some trust,    
     
And worked at home or braved the weather    
to catch the food of fur or feather,    
or big bold beasts skinned for leather,    
     
Gorged on sweet fruits, nuts and honey    
bought and sold with flint for money    
wooed, was wooed, and fished the seas,    
     
Got drunk, danced, 'neath the same pale moon    
carved instruments to make our tunes,    
made Venuses on which men swoon...    
     
The ranging beast's our season's clock    
to feed our flesh and bone we flock    
but time, of course, had always mocked...    
     
To live a life we fed on death    
but time's a hunter our spoor, breath...    
hunt's us on the run but, we crept...    
     
When only Venus was worshipped    
bountiful breasts and big birth hips    
and we too kissed, just lip on lip,    
     
And dug for stuff we would barter    
had no slaves but, had no master,    
and fell about in our rude laughter,    
     
As our kids played in mud and water    
shrieked and annoyed as they ought to    
toddling son and coltish daughter,    
     
Our wealth, to worship, birthing mother    
a higher god than any other..    
except perhaps son and daughter,    
     
And wondered at the stars bright gleam    
as ears of corn we learned to glean,    
and fished at dams we built on streams    
     
And built houses because we could    
out of stone and strawed river mud,    
tamed the sheep, the pig and housed the duck    
     
Our Bible bound by mountain ranges    
commandments writ in our kid's faces    
and all women the three graces,    
     
We worked hard to make some  leisure    
like you lusted for basic pleasure,    
and only worshipped our earthy mother's..."    
     
But somehow some greed crept in              
and with it came that original sin              
giving reason to keep down women,              
            
Soon newer bibles for devilish gods              
writ by and for the fascist Gop              
bought by worshipping insane mobs    
          
Ragged trousered philanthropists          
pay ranting GOPs to take the piss        
and their billions, in thieving fists,          
     
Rewriting the history books        
thus " slavery, a life-choice " yuck!        
dissenters dragged through the muck...        
     
And this miss-named saint dumps on gays    
and pantomime dames played by guys    
I might forgive him? The hell will I!    
     
And a trumpeting elephant    
spewing lying seditious cant    
strangely grifts the cash with his rants...    
     
Lawmaking grifter's counting sums        
given by maker's of the guns        
who shoots to death the little ones?        
          
And newer indignities dumped on women              
as these savages rape kind, from human    
with  Bible quotes used, to delude them...

There is a beauty in this disarray of
winter tree limbs.
Most of us will shudder a somber sigh.
Flung upward
to the indifference of the December sky.
A few will grin at the year's demise.
Bark, nakedly aches to be dressed.
While our yearning pulls at New Years end,
to guess, our next.
My veins in disarray with a core ache to inhabit my soul's winter den.
To detangle the chaotic with tinsel and zen.
To begin is also to end.