Insecurities
AspergerPoet56
Forum Posts: 1898
Tyrant of Words
33
Joined 4th Dec 2018Forum Posts: 1898
Boooooom!!!!!
Opening my eyes
Don’t want to face life
The sun streaming through
Is like a stabbing knife
There to torture me
These cold thoughts
Fire in my mind
Like bullets trying to put me down
The sound of my own breathing
Keeps me awake
Locked away
In the hell of my own creation
A prisoner on death row
Waiting on justice to fall
Don’t know how to let go
I’ve thought about it
Been mistaken for having a soul
This weakness has tested me
A ticking time bomb
With a faulty primer
It’s a waiting game
An intermittent connection
Just a matter of time
A split second
Booooooom!!!!!!
Don’t want to face life
The sun streaming through
Is like a stabbing knife
There to torture me
These cold thoughts
Fire in my mind
Like bullets trying to put me down
The sound of my own breathing
Keeps me awake
Locked away
In the hell of my own creation
A prisoner on death row
Waiting on justice to fall
Don’t know how to let go
I’ve thought about it
Been mistaken for having a soul
This weakness has tested me
A ticking time bomb
With a faulty primer
It’s a waiting game
An intermittent connection
Just a matter of time
A split second
Booooooom!!!!!!
Written by AspergerPoet56
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Ljdynamic
Forum Posts: 374
Dangerous Mind
18
Joined 18th Aug 2017Forum Posts: 374
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ClearmindedVillain
Forum Posts: 69
Thought Provoker
1
Joined 29th Aug 2011Forum Posts: 69
Save Through The Eyes Of Superman
Thought about this.
Writing makes more since to explain.
Lived in a small town it seemed there would be nobody else.
Comfortable it’s all we knew.
Anyone who would come in to threaten this I’d save us from it.
Isolated there seemed to be no other way with us.
Bored of the safety sometimes she strayed away to find danger.
That danger is not in me.
You’d come back from time to time but never remaining the same.
A piece of you was taken each time you disappeared.
I never thought I’d move on.
She remains engraved in my mind.
Memories alone spark happiness.
I’m not here to save you anymore you have to save yourself.
Some don’t want to be saved.
Writing makes more since to explain.
Lived in a small town it seemed there would be nobody else.
Comfortable it’s all we knew.
Anyone who would come in to threaten this I’d save us from it.
Isolated there seemed to be no other way with us.
Bored of the safety sometimes she strayed away to find danger.
That danger is not in me.
You’d come back from time to time but never remaining the same.
A piece of you was taken each time you disappeared.
I never thought I’d move on.
She remains engraved in my mind.
Memories alone spark happiness.
I’m not here to save you anymore you have to save yourself.
Some don’t want to be saved.
Written by ClearmindedVillain
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DaryaWaters
Darya Waters
Forum Posts: 20
Darya Waters
Lost Thinker
2
Joined 24th Mar 2021Forum Posts: 20
INSECURE
who am I? so far
from home, the place I yearned to
leave. a wandering soul
from home, the place I yearned to
leave. a wandering soul
Written by DaryaWaters
(Darya Waters)
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adagio
Forum Posts: 604
Tyrant of Words
5
Joined 15th Jan 2019Forum Posts: 604
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wallyroo92
Forum Posts: 1858
Tyrant of Words
153
Joined 11th July 2012Forum Posts: 1858
Good Enough
Almost every day the question comes to mind
Was I ever good enough to him?
Dealing with the struggle of a shared custody
As the years passed by, the situation got grim
Little by little I gave up more of my time
It seemed like the thing to do rationally
She’d be a better parent than I could be
All the while I had started another family
I could always see the hurt in his eyes
Even as he smiled and laughed happily
But as he got older I got all the blame
As the shame weighed so substantially
And for many years I carried that guilt
Until I said to myself: No, not anymore
I know that I’ve tried and keep on trying
To be better a father than I was before
He may be a hundred miles away
But I think of him everyday
This relationship seems to get harder as he matures
Parenthood is never that simple
Even when I acted on impulse
I may be insecure but my love as a father endures
And whenever that question comes to mind
I remind myself of his affection and leave the guilt behind
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The winner of this competition and any runners up were decided by public vote.
Thank you to the following members for voting:
LunaGreyhawk, wilberfloss, Phantom2426, Kinkpoet, nutbuster, DanielChristensen, InNomine, lepperochan, Marks, ArtToChokeHearts, Remy_L, Razzerleaf, Yummy101, MyEyeDelight, Insiderew, javalini, MadameLavender, PoetsRevenge, poeticfool, CherryLoveNotes, DaryaWaters, Northern_Soul, _feral, Stoney223, wallyroo92, u53l355, runaway-mindtrain
Thank you to the following members for voting:
LunaGreyhawk, wilberfloss, Phantom2426, Kinkpoet, nutbuster, DanielChristensen, InNomine, lepperochan, Marks, ArtToChokeHearts, Remy_L, Razzerleaf, Yummy101, MyEyeDelight, Insiderew, javalini, MadameLavender, PoetsRevenge, poeticfool, CherryLoveNotes, DaryaWaters, Northern_Soul, _feral, Stoney223, wallyroo92, u53l355, runaway-mindtrain
SweetKittyCat5
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Tyrant of Words
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Joined 5th Sep 2018Forum Posts: 1941
I would like to thank everyone who took it upon themselves to read each and every beautiful entry and then voted. I have to admit I was in the company of such gifted poets/poetesses. You guys have such amazing skills I am proud to be apart of and I am blessed to have shared this competition with you all. On a softer note, I must take the time to bow in reverence and poetic respect to the hostess, Yummy101 BlaQueen for hosting this amazing competition, thank you and well praised to the end.
Please enjoy the early hours of this Wednesday we have been blessed to cross over into
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Please enjoy the early hours of this Wednesday we have been blessed to cross over into
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Joined 17th Feb 2020
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BlaQueen
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Awwww. Congratulations!!!