Lyrics of Forbidden Love

I loved you, but I would never tell  
The world including you because  
Although we were lovers there  

Was nothing else. My heart swelled  
With so much hatred because claws  
Scratched me and I could not swear  
 
To tell you that I was bleeding from  
The pain. I could never tell you that  
I was tired from loving the wrong  
 
Person who only showed their warm  
Smile, but never the war or combat  
They face every day. I was the song  
 
That cheered you up and the place  
You went to when you needed to  
De-stress from the world. It was our  
 
Secret as my fingertips would trace  
Every inch of your skin. Me and you  
Were once safe in our morning hour,  
 
Laying against your chest, hearing  
Your heartbeat, but we both already  
Knew that we could not stay. But  
 
Instead we were looking or peering  
Into something that was unsteady  
Like an old house without its guts  
 
Or foundation to stand on. We were  
An empty house that had no love  
Left. We were drowning in the sea  
 
And its cascading waves. The blur  
Of tears were too much. Like a dove  
We were flying too close and we  
 
Burned, but could never survive or  
Escape the feeling that this love was  
Forbidden or felt like a wrong turn.  
 
It was something I could not ignore.  
It was our last night when the buzzed  
Feeling wore off. I no longer yearned  
 
For something that left me so hollow.  
It was a hard pill for me to swallow.

As the memories of that cold and rainy day invades the depth and deepness of my mind, I can remember it as if it was yesterday that I once held you both deep within my arms, as you the mother and the baby our child not yet born into the world of you and I but he can be felt kicking as his heart beats with life.    
                                                                                                                                          
                                                                                                                                       For it was you the woman that help me turn my life around for seven years of our life together as one, as you instilled within me there is another way to have a life, besides that street life that I had grown so use too just to stay alive and have all the things that I dreamed about having in my life.    
                                                                                                                                    
                                                                                                                                  For it was you that taught me there is more to life then cars and cold hard cash for you taught me a true lesson about my own life, for it wasn't the cars the cloths nor the jewelry nor the house that you loved about me but more than anything, it was my heart and soul that was caring and giving of thyself along with the depth and intellectual thoughts of my mind to be able to adapt to my way of life, coming from a dysfunctional family and still be able to smile at life even with my adversities of trails and tribulations that I had to endure as a young man.                                                                                                                            
                                                                                                                                    
                                                                                                                                  But yet as I sit here as the thoughts of that day come flashing through my mind when we three had to say good bye, for I can see it as if it just happen yesterday as the rain falls now and reminds me of that cold and rainy day, where from out of the storm of the rain a drunk driver took you both away from me in a blink of an eye before it was your time...A RARE LOVE OF THE HEART AND MIND.