make me cry

i hate to be redundant but are there 2 threads in a row sayin the same thing?


my dog just died............

johnrot said:i hate to be redundant but are there 2 threads in a row sayin the same thing?


my dog just died............

No worries John, I've got a Chinese mate that'll put him to good use.

Angry death
My mother passed away in a hospital. Bleeding from every organ and body filling with fluid as each moment passed. For a week she was in the hospital unconscious. She was only 64 turning 65. I am only 20 turning 21. My tears were for joy because she had a life with no more illness. Little did I know I'd lose everything. Friends and a dear mother is what I'd lost and I gained financial struggle and sadness. I miss her and want her back. It's been almost 8 months.

Then today my sister died in a car wreck. Car completely dismantled and torn to shreds, she died on impact. She was a breast cancer survivor for 8 years. Why take everything I have away? I feel as though I have no hope in my future. A nobly with no money or a clear standing ground. I wana wake from this dream and be better.

I'm Sorry
I'm standing in the background observing everything
Some people are laughing
Some people crying and clinging onto their tissues
Upfront is her casket, lights shining down like heaven shines between clouds
I walk upon her and see her face, I cannot believe its her
Her hair doesn't look right nor her face
As tears stream down my face, I try to grasp her hand
Their so cold and hard it scares me
I take a seat by myself and scan the crowd looking for her husband
He walks in the room and the crowd hushes dramatically
Looking weary and heartbroken he takes a seat in the middle of the room
A grown man crying can break anyone
All I wished for was for our mom to be there to comfort him like she always had
Hugs and kisses came from every direction and he just shook through the tears
Biting my lip I wanted to scream and destroy her killer
A wonderful mother and sister in law was taken from me and the world
Why was it her time? So young and beautiful I pray she is happy with Jesus
Rest in peace Lisa and tell my mother I said hi

I miss you like the withering pedals of a flower miss the rays of the sun. Under the shade of the mighty oak. In the midst of an autumn mornings fog . So cold and all alone patiently waiting for time. Trying so hard to reach out. Knowing there is nothing it could do. Wanting like the flower so badly to feel your warmth in the afternoon. Even if only once more.
Wishing it could turn back the clock. To the warm and sunny days of a mid-summers breeze. When it was so alive and beautiful. It felt as if it had a purpose a reason for living. Something to look forward to each day. At least then I will have known your embrace one last time. And maybe just maybe make it through one more cold and lonely night

i cut them so deep and let my blood hit the floor. i wont have to feel this pain any more. no more thinking of you no more laughing or crying. only stains on the floor and your memory dying.

This was a dream i had a few months after my Grandma passed away...

I dreamt about my Grandma
She walked right up to me
She walked around the room
All my family I could see

She came to say goodbye
To each of us and all
She walked to me again
But then she did fall

I picked my Grandma up
She felt so weak and frail
She gave me her smile
It would never fail

SychophanticSlag said:[quote-194347-redrose]True Love Sorrow





Boy: I want you to tell me how much you love me.
Girl: I love you with all my heart. Why?
Boy: I just love hearing you tell me.
*he hugs her tightly*
Girl: Honey promise me, I'll have you forever.
Boy: *wipes away a tear* Yes my sweet love, I promise.
Girl: Why are you crying, did I do something wrong?
Boy: I'm crying because you're the center of my whole world.
Girl: *kisses him softly* Your the center of mine too.
Boy: What would you do if I was going to die?
Girl: I would give anything to keep you alive.
Boy: I want to be your knight and you my princess.
*boy holds girl tightly and silently cries.*
*The boy was beat up by the bullies at school one day. They beat him so hard that he was going to die. He needed a heart to live this horrible crime.*
Boy: *wakes up in hospital* Father where is she?
Father: Son she told me to give you this.
Boy: * reads note: I told you I would do anything to keep you alive and I ment it. I gave you my heart, so you'll alwasy have me. I love you so much, your sweet love.*
Boy: Why did you let her do this?! I can't live without her!! *he yelled in anger and pain*
Father:I'm sorry son I tried to talk her out of it, but there was nothing I could do.
Boy: *cries her name*
*The day after he left the hospital, the boy cuts his wrist and left a note of only a few words.*
*Note: I told you that you'd have me forever. If I can't have you here, then I'll go to you.
I love you babygirl*


wow okay. You totally ripped this off of Facebook. Go write something original.



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I didnt get that of facebook. I go the idea for the way if was wrote of facebook but not the words

Where the invisible knife stabs

The internal scars cut deep

The pain tears through her heart

Yet she still doesn’t weep

“Being Lame”
http://jeffwinbush.files.wordpress.com/2011/10/iraq-war-child.jpg
We complain
incessantly,
how we’ve got it
so rough,
we drop our mouths
in disbelief.
The power went out,
Christ,
I can’t watch the game,
where’s God
when you need him?
And shit,
Susie’s gotta a cold,
how fucking inconvenient,
I wanted to
go to work today,
not cook,
have to tough
this one out.
Then,
I sat down,
opened the newspaper
and
wondered,
who’s
gonna feed that baby chicken soup,
take care of her cold,
answer her worthwhile prayers?
I mean, her world
is really crumbling,
I'm a bumbling-idiot.
Quietly,
I whispered
under my
sacred-breath,
I ought to be ashamed
of myself
for being so lame,
such
a pathetic-complainer
I am.

omg I can't believe you pulled
the china food card lol

Forgiven
The strength of what it takes
Brings on most powerful tears
You'll soon find out what it takes
To bring true, this man's fears

You damaged me young
And spun my mind askew
In time you fucked my mind
And broke me through and through

Damage done once, young me totally unknowing
12 years later, damage thoroughly showing
But I had a kid, and started a family
As an adult, there's nothing you can do to me
To break me more, than you have already done
Then I introduce you to my first legitimate son
And the two I adopted, and my beautiful wife
Biggest mistake I'll ever make,
In my humble little life
For reasons unknown, selfish I assume
You called protective services and had my kids removed

Let me break this down in laymens terms
Cause a bullet to the brain is what you almost earned
In my youngest years,
In my fantasies and my dreams
The only thing I'd see is my wife and my kids
My own family
My minnie me dream team
Through the many years,
Thats all I ever wanted in life
But you caused nothing but strife
For me and my saint of a wife

We loved our kids hard
Spoiled them to say the least
But then our son was born, terminally ill
With the stress we just prayed for release
Though he got him meds, precious still fell ill

Then you came to my fam
And I'll be damned
You thrashed and trashed my pod
Smoked and cashed my tight knit family
Damn near sending me
To the loony bin academy

A little insight
from a man in torment
To a woman looking for a fight
700 miles separating us
I think it saved your life
You see what I wanted to do
Was super slow and torturous
A fast death to such a soul
You didn't deserve it and certainly didn't earn it
I wanted to cut your belly
And pull your skin up over your head
And watch you suffocate slowly
I'd watch until you were dead
I wished all pain and torment
Upon your wicked soul
Grey hair thick upon my chin
Your deeds, they took their toll

You ran your mouth and did what you did
Ripped like my heart from my chest
The state kidnapped our kids
2 years of torment jumping hoops and taking their shit
We fought a good fight and did what we could
In the end we stand broken
And it did us no good

Because of your word my family was in tatters
And my tight knit family
Was strewn out and scattered
Weak weary and thrashed
At night when I lay down to crash
The only thoughts that I thought were how to get even

"BITCH, I CAN'T WAIT FOR YOUR DEATH
TO SHIT ON YOUR HEAD STONE!!!"
Screams of torture and pain in my head,
"LEAVE ME ALONE!!"

The weight of regrets
And thoughts of "What if?"
My hairs turning grey
I need peace and release
From my prison cell of regret
Peace of mind would be a gift

But then one day
My queen of a wife offered me solace
"Put yourself in her shoes
Then ponder thoughts of what if"
"My poor man, with his tortured soul...
What tormented your mom
That she couldn't leave you whole?"

Then thoughts of Anne, her crazy ass mom
She messed my mom's thoughts
As she had mine
At that point, this man made up his mind
Like a weight lifted
A ton at least
The forgiveness I felt
Caged up this vengeful beast
The relief and release
From a lifetime of grief

The relax I felt
From a deeply serious hurt
Makes it hard man
To shop for a shirt
For deep in my chest
Straight to my soul
Dug massive in my chest
An ungodly deep hole
Ever uncovered
For lack of a shirt
To pull over my head
And cover my hurt

It hurt like a mother fucker
Cause I'll never again have my mother
While her shenanigans are forgiven
She's better 700 miles away
Where she's been living
Kept at arms reach,
Never to trust, but always forgiving...

Makes me cry every time I read it...