Broken Man

He is cold to the touch, shivering  
Lips are slightly blue, quivering  
His is soaked, bloody  
Boots are filthy, muddy  
I dont ask him questions as Im stripping him bare  
He doesn't seem to notice that I'm even there  
He shakes violently, his eyes are wild  
I hold him close, rock him as if a child  
He muttered things under his breath, cursing  
I continued soothing him, nursing  
I stroked his head, "Come back to me."  
kissing his forehead gently  
His shakes lessen and he starts to quiet down  
Then looks at me with such a sad frown  
I distract him, kissing his cheek and then his bottom lip  
His fingers dig roughly into my hip  
I get up and I hold out my hand  
He looks at me, then takes it and I help him stand  
I pull him into the bathroom removing my now dirty shirt  
I look at him and I feel relief that he is unhurt  
I turn the shower on, steam rising from behind the curtain  
I step inside still watching him, he looks uncertain  
I give him a small smile, and I hold my hand out  
"Don't make me pout."  
That earned me a smile back, and he stepped inside  
I start washing off all the blood that's dried  
He stands so still like a statue I start to giggle  
He smirks, smacking my ass and making it jiggle  
I kiss him softly on the chest feeling his heart beat  
his skin exerting steam and heat  
I grab his waist and I pull him closer til there's no space  
little circles on my back I feel him trace  
I feel my self relax and then all of a sudden I'm crying  
the though of losing him is terrifying  
He looks at me with bewildered eyes  
but it only worsens my cries  
He says something in Spanish but what, I have no clue  
but its reassuring anyways, he always knows what to  do  
he picks me up, turns the shower off, and carries me to bed  
we dry each other off then lay naked under the bedspread  
I lay pressed against his chest my leg thrown over his waist  
I memorize every detail of his face, and how it feels, our hands interlaced  
"He was a problem. So I made it go away."  
[It was that simple, for him child's play]  
"All that matters is that you are okay."  
He looks at me with a hunger in his eyes  
He moves slowly, predator like, then buries his self between my thighs  
He thrusts and breaks my barrier, earth shattering  
He's fucks me hard and I take it, battering  
My fingers nails drag down his back, causing him to bleed  
It pushes him over the edge and he soils me with his seed.  
 
I love this man with every fiber of my being  
The control he has over me, its scary, yet freeing  
I want to wrap him up and hide him from all the bad  
To hurt anyone who dares make him sad  
My broken man, your imperfections, I love most of all  
If you start to trip, I'll be there to catch your fall  
If your tired, rest your head on my lap  
Don't worry, I'll keep guard while you nap  
Trust me when I say, I wont stab you in your back  
and whatever you cant finish, I'll pick up the slack  
I will shower you with love until your overflowing  
Ill jump start your heart and I will keep it going  
The hollow you feel deep inside, I will fill it  
Your haunted past together, well kill it  
We don't need to analyze what this is, no need to define  
I'll be yours and you just say you will be mine