Bittersweetpain

my names phoebe, im 15 and i live a rather strange life... for years i turned to drugs when i was angry but then i found poetry, most of mine are very personal so i wont share them but i will with some of my others. they are all based around the same feeling, love. ive been love with amelia for 14 months now and shes the only reason i write. most of my poems are very violent because i wrote them after a fight with amelia, i split my anger half and half with my writting and my arm, which i do mention alot on my poems.