Long Poems About Shame
#shame
When truth isn’t Truth(Rudy G)
Rudy G (When truth isn’t truth)
What anyone would do to be able to put their head onto feathers
A long day is in the books and he has a drink and a smoke
Thinks about just what he’s doing
Peddling false narratives
Just to advance his position
He’s been doing it for years and years
Through the ranks of his rise
Hard driving D A comes on the radar
Doesn’t hide in his closet that he crossdresses
But the new President is impressed
Vincenzo says
As far as I’m concerned it’s Bedtime for Bonzo
...
What anyone would do to be able to put their head onto feathers
A long day is in the books and he has a drink and a smoke
Thinks about just what he’s doing
Peddling false narratives
Just to advance his position
He’s been doing it for years and years
Through the ranks of his rise
Hard driving D A comes on the radar
Doesn’t hide in his closet that he crossdresses
But the new President is impressed
Vincenzo says
As far as I’m concerned it’s Bedtime for Bonzo
...
#denial
#greed
#racism
#revenge
#shame
105 reads
0 Comments
They don't know
They don’t know I’m packing pieces of my soul away,
Carefully folding each fragment of my heart.
They don’t see me creating distance,
So my absence will be less of a jagged start.
They don’t know how soon the end will come,
When I offer a final farewell masked in light.
They don’t understand that each goodbye
Is a silent prayer for a less painful night.
They don’t know I hide beneath a veil,
A facade of warmth that’s not truly mine.
They don’t know I’m kind because I crave
A touch of compassion, so...
Carefully folding each fragment of my heart.
They don’t see me creating distance,
So my absence will be less of a jagged start.
They don’t know how soon the end will come,
When I offer a final farewell masked in light.
They don’t understand that each goodbye
Is a silent prayer for a less painful night.
They don’t know I hide beneath a veil,
A facade of warmth that’s not truly mine.
They don’t know I’m kind because I crave
A touch of compassion, so...
#despair
#emptiness
#grief
#sadness
#shame
209 reads
0 Comments
Frieda's Grave
Fog was in my mind and mist in my eyes. And voices!
Voices that whispered and screamed into the beating heart of my ears.
My earthly body and mortal spirit - now a living, breathing corpse.
Fog was in my mind and mist in my eyes as I peered down at the laceration scars
running lengthwise up my forearms, standing at the rusted, wrought iron gate of
the castle graveyard - the resting place of my friend, Frieda.
My mind for certain was in a fog - a thick, white veil that concealed reality
from what little normality I had at the time. The...
Voices that whispered and screamed into the beating heart of my ears.
My earthly body and mortal spirit - now a living, breathing corpse.
Fog was in my mind and mist in my eyes as I peered down at the laceration scars
running lengthwise up my forearms, standing at the rusted, wrought iron gate of
the castle graveyard - the resting place of my friend, Frieda.
My mind for certain was in a fog - a thick, white veil that concealed reality
from what little normality I had at the time. The...
#dark
#emptiness
#loneliness
#sadness
#shame
214 reads
1 Comment
You can't be a parent, only when it's actually suitably convenient!
By Stanley Collymore
Multiple or large tattoos generally
denote low intelligence, a lack
of self-regulation and even
a non-existent capability of self-control,
coupled very usually with poor impulse
deduction; obviously, mental instability
and unquestionably ultimately low self
worth! They are also, characteristically
the irrefutably outward appurtenances
of disturbingly endemic social decline.
(C) Stanley V. Collymore
13 August 2024.
Author's Remarks:
Let me guess, Marius Borg Holby's -...
Multiple or large tattoos generally
denote low intelligence, a lack
of self-regulation and even
a non-existent capability of self-control,
coupled very usually with poor impulse
deduction; obviously, mental instability
and unquestionably ultimately low self
worth! They are also, characteristically
the irrefutably outward appurtenances
of disturbingly endemic social decline.
(C) Stanley V. Collymore
13 August 2024.
Author's Remarks:
Let me guess, Marius Borg Holby's -...
#disappointment
#emptiness
#jealousy
#sadness
#shame
152 reads
3 Comments
Locations of escape

#dark
#emptiness
#escape
#sex
#shame
324 reads
10 Comments
Evil abounds when good men and women do nothing about it!
By Stanley Collymore
Why is the odious conduct of people
like Jimmy Savile, John Peel and
Huw Edwards never exposed
or leaked until they end up being caught? As
it's literally baffling why all these witnesses
really only actually come forward after the
fact. Could it be because they're evidently
truly simply merely seeking relevance for
themselves, or the literal knowledge that
whistleblowers are unquestionably seen
as disruptive and consequently also not
believed; so those actually aware of the
wrongdoings...
Why is the odious conduct of people
like Jimmy Savile, John Peel and
Huw Edwards never exposed
or leaked until they end up being caught? As
it's literally baffling why all these witnesses
really only actually come forward after the
fact. Could it be because they're evidently
truly simply merely seeking relevance for
themselves, or the literal knowledge that
whistleblowers are unquestionably seen
as disruptive and consequently also not
believed; so those actually aware of the
wrongdoings...
#dark
#denial
#emptiness
#greed
#shame
94 reads
0 Comments
It's our culture say the scum with none or any notion of what the word really means!
By Stanley Collymore
In this bull running and similarly
other equally barbaric animal
abuse cases, undoubtedly
tradition and culture are vile terms used
by the clearly poorly educated and also
totally ignorant to excuse their horrific
acts. Traditionally, Cordoba was truly,
the very unquestionable heart, of the
Islamic civilization obviously located
on the Iberian Peninsula and clearly
many towns, and several villages in
Spain too, with their Islamic history.
Those originally that evidently built
these...
In this bull running and similarly
other equally barbaric animal
abuse cases, undoubtedly
tradition and culture are vile terms used
by the clearly poorly educated and also
totally ignorant to excuse their horrific
acts. Traditionally, Cordoba was truly,
the very unquestionable heart, of the
Islamic civilization obviously located
on the Iberian Peninsula and clearly
many towns, and several villages in
Spain too, with their Islamic history.
Those originally that evidently built
these...
#denial
#emptiness
#greed
#hate
#shame
90 reads
0 Comments
British rioters! Typically ignorant, clearly gullible and naturally expendable moronic scum!
By Stanley Collymore
These lowlife scum are too dense
to understand that only those
people that Nazi Germany
believed, according to their very selective
assessment, to be crucially Aryan would
be alive today! Think about that actually
in relation simply evidently, distinctly to
yourself, and naturally also your family
or those, who biologically you assume
to be yours, in effectively bastardized,
Long Lost families, Britain undeniably
actually discernibly, where significant
numbers of you quite unquestionably ...
These lowlife scum are too dense
to understand that only those
people that Nazi Germany
believed, according to their very selective
assessment, to be crucially Aryan would
be alive today! Think about that actually
in relation simply evidently, distinctly to
yourself, and naturally also your family
or those, who biologically you assume
to be yours, in effectively bastardized,
Long Lost families, Britain undeniably
actually discernibly, where significant
numbers of you quite unquestionably ...
#dark
#denial
#emptiness
#hate
#shame
101 reads
0 Comments
LOVE IN MY ARMS (II)-(1976, Poretto Jetty, Galveston Island, Texas; on a dark night of struggling with my being Gay.)
love in my arms
here then gone
so rarely comes
but when it does
like some rare moon tide
and seems to be true and real
each new time around
it also seems
to almost always go away
as quickly as it comes
then just a short while later
after waking from my sleep s
already forgotten
meandering dreams
i got up to begin another new day
i wrote down those initial
still lingering thoughts
stil faintly echoing away in my head
which softly arose
as i...
here then gone
so rarely comes
but when it does
like some rare moon tide
and seems to be true and real
each new time around
it also seems
to almost always go away
as quickly as it comes
then just a short while later
after waking from my sleep s
already forgotten
meandering dreams
i got up to begin another new day
i wrote down those initial
still lingering thoughts
stil faintly echoing away in my head
which softly arose
as i...
#confusion
#ForbiddenLove
#LGBT
#loneliness
#shame
173 reads
0 Comments
The convenient and rather unpalatable too obnoxious usage of OUR Union Jack!
By Stanley Collymore
It's not the least bit proud to
simply see the Union Jack
being flown, actually the
wrong way up and then bandied about
by a distinctly, rather glaringly, odious
bunch of evidently, simply delusional,
fatuously self-important, narcissistic
morons, with self-evidently, basically
far too much testosterone obviously
undeniably, quite discernibly, in their
nether regions, and likewise too few
brain cells to significantly rely upon!
So-called Patriots quite like Tommy
Robinson, that will...
It's not the least bit proud to
simply see the Union Jack
being flown, actually the
wrong way up and then bandied about
by a distinctly, rather glaringly, odious
bunch of evidently, simply delusional,
fatuously self-important, narcissistic
morons, with self-evidently, basically
far too much testosterone obviously
undeniably, quite discernibly, in their
nether regions, and likewise too few
brain cells to significantly rely upon!
So-called Patriots quite like Tommy
Robinson, that will...
#dark
#denial
#despair
#emptiness
#shame
100 reads
0 Comments
Intelligently, it just doesn't add up; does it?
By Stanley Collymore
What's really taking place can only
be sensibly and rather logically
described as a growing cult,
and an obviously invidious one at that, of
British benefit claimants. Rationally how
come that explanation? Here's my own!
Irrefutably the air which we collectively
breathe is actually much cleaner; work
places essentially, no longer use toxic
chemicals and the diets which people
utilize are generally also, much better.
Generally everyone undoubtedly lives
longer, and evidently both health and...
What's really taking place can only
be sensibly and rather logically
described as a growing cult,
and an obviously invidious one at that, of
British benefit claimants. Rationally how
come that explanation? Here's my own!
Irrefutably the air which we collectively
breathe is actually much cleaner; work
places essentially, no longer use toxic
chemicals and the diets which people
utilize are generally also, much better.
Generally everyone undoubtedly lives
longer, and evidently both health and...
#dark
#denial
#emptiness
#greed
#shame
100 reads
0 Comments
Simply and unequivocally pure evil!
By Stanley Collymore
Women giving birth then literally,
quite physically dumping their
newborn babies undeniably
rather conveniently wherever and also in
whatever circumstances, which actually
they really distinctively deem necessary
is unquestionably as far as I'm crucially
personally concerned, a monstrous act
of nasty, inhuman barbarity; regardless
of wherever these locations, which are
really intentionally chosen, specifically
are! Abandoning babies: very solely as
a woman, a male or crucially jointly as ...
Women giving birth then literally,
quite physically dumping their
newborn babies undeniably
rather conveniently wherever and also in
whatever circumstances, which actually
they really distinctively deem necessary
is unquestionably as far as I'm crucially
personally concerned, a monstrous act
of nasty, inhuman barbarity; regardless
of wherever these locations, which are
really intentionally chosen, specifically
are! Abandoning babies: very solely as
a woman, a male or crucially jointly as ...
#anger
#emptiness
#fear
#rejection
#shame
111 reads
0 Comments
DU Poetry : Long Poems About Shame