Long Poems About Confusion
#confusion
DUP Mafia Romance part 4 (all star cast)
Prometheus
I hate going into crowded places, but I love getting paid. Once I deliver this message, it will be worth a sizable amount. Frank, I have to approach him very carefully. From my understanding, his temperament has gotten a little bit out of pocket.
When it comes to business, I never go in through the front door. I gave the customary nod to the guard standing there and told him, " Tell Frank, the messenger is here.”
The guard knew precisely who I was the minute I gave that message. I stood out there no less than two minutes...
I hate going into crowded places, but I love getting paid. Once I deliver this message, it will be worth a sizable amount. Frank, I have to approach him very carefully. From my understanding, his temperament has gotten a little bit out of pocket.
When it comes to business, I never go in through the front door. I gave the customary nod to the guard standing there and told him, " Tell Frank, the messenger is here.”
The guard knew precisely who I was the minute I gave that message. I stood out there no less than two minutes...
#anger
#confusion
#dark
#dialogue
#emotions
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When my mind starts to talk
Within a dark fortress, guarded by the damned, he lies in waiting. He’s watching my every move, I
hear his every word. I can’t hide from him, nor can I run. Because the dark fortress where he
reside is within my own mind, A fortress surrounded by prisons made of memories and
madness. Everywhere I turn I stumble and fall because of my own ignorance. I tried to ignore, I
tried to make it right. But you denied me, You tried to bury me as far and as deep as you could.
But to no avail. I bided my time, watched you wither away within your world of sorrow and...
hear his every word. I can’t hide from him, nor can I run. Because the dark fortress where he
reside is within my own mind, A fortress surrounded by prisons made of memories and
madness. Everywhere I turn I stumble and fall because of my own ignorance. I tried to ignore, I
tried to make it right. But you denied me, You tried to bury me as far and as deep as you could.
But to no avail. I bided my time, watched you wither away within your world of sorrow and...
#anxiety
#confusion
#depression
#emptiness
#MentalHealth
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Misty Harbinger
misty harbinger
A few days before the fall, and it's already chilling, the sun too much shy, blinking pallid winks to my eye; it's fading heat, showing a morose, pale appearance. i know autumn will surely make me sickly melancholic, as usual, listening to that slowly, sadly dropping rain from the gutter, like a sad sonata of autumn, tripping silently along the lane, and its evening will even send my thoughts wandering in an unlived past....
This morning, i left the marker earlier than i used to do on Thursdays, as i heard the call of the mountain, from the...
A few days before the fall, and it's already chilling, the sun too much shy, blinking pallid winks to my eye; it's fading heat, showing a morose, pale appearance. i know autumn will surely make me sickly melancholic, as usual, listening to that slowly, sadly dropping rain from the gutter, like a sad sonata of autumn, tripping silently along the lane, and its evening will even send my thoughts wandering in an unlived past....
This morning, i left the marker earlier than i used to do on Thursdays, as i heard the call of the mountain, from the...
#confessional
#confusion
#emptiness
#mirror
#SelfDiscovery
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LOVE IN MY ARMS (II)-(1976, Poretto Jetty, Galveston Island, Texas; on a dark night of struggling with my being Gay.)
love in my arms
here then gone
so rarely comes
but when it does
like some rare moon tide
and seems to be true and real
each new time around
it also seems
to almost always go away
as quickly as it comes
then just a short while later
after waking from my sleep s
already forgotten
meandering dreams
i got up to begin another new day
i wrote down those initial
still lingering thoughts
stil faintly echoing away in my head
which softly arose
as i...
here then gone
so rarely comes
but when it does
like some rare moon tide
and seems to be true and real
each new time around
it also seems
to almost always go away
as quickly as it comes
then just a short while later
after waking from my sleep s
already forgotten
meandering dreams
i got up to begin another new day
i wrote down those initial
still lingering thoughts
stil faintly echoing away in my head
which softly arose
as i...
#confusion
#ForbiddenLove
#LGBT
#loneliness
#shame
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Broken Heartbeats
Treacherous is treading upon dark waters that run deep.
Clandestine currents, privy of depths...
spinning the blender funnel
A dog paddle of survival of the loyal kind.
For eyes lie & love is blind. ...
Clandestine currents, privy of depths...
spinning the blender funnel
A dog paddle of survival of the loyal kind.
For eyes lie & love is blind. ...
#confusion
#denial
#heartbroken #sadness
#heartbroken #sadness
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MAKITA OR IKEEM
Through the process and stages of our lives and time, ⌚ there will always be one man or woman. THAT will always stands a very different format of a different kind of a WOMAN OR MAN.
🤔 JUST by the way she or he speaks volumes of confidence, and intelligence with knowledge and wisdom, to know thyself. 🪬 For she or he is the kind of person as a woman or a man, who cares about there appearance not to get attention. BUT to be able to be thyself as a woman or a man 💖 For beneath there are lays layers upon layers of there personality, and the deepness of there...
🤔 JUST by the way she or he speaks volumes of confidence, and intelligence with knowledge and wisdom, to know thyself. 🪬 For she or he is the kind of person as a woman or a man, who cares about there appearance not to get attention. BUT to be able to be thyself as a woman or a man 💖 For beneath there are lays layers upon layers of there personality, and the deepness of there...
#anger
#confusion
#disappointment
#heartbroken
#shame
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Sick
I miss you and it's making me sick
Yes, I realize the fact that I'm missing you at all
Means I'm simply fucked in the head
I keep asking myself what the fuck is so wrong with me
I plead with myself to get a goddamn grip already
How could I possibly miss someone who has done what you've done to me
Ache for someone who has brought me so low
I end up at the same excuse as always .. that I'm on drugs
Mind altering, game changing drugs
Heavy drugs
I also like to blame it on serotonin, dopamine and good old basic physics
I crave you...
Yes, I realize the fact that I'm missing you at all
Means I'm simply fucked in the head
I keep asking myself what the fuck is so wrong with me
I plead with myself to get a goddamn grip already
How could I possibly miss someone who has done what you've done to me
Ache for someone who has brought me so low
I end up at the same excuse as always .. that I'm on drugs
Mind altering, game changing drugs
Heavy drugs
I also like to blame it on serotonin, dopamine and good old basic physics
I crave you...
#confusion
#disappointment
#heartbroken
#IMissYou
#sadness
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THIRD EYE'S THIRD PHASE GAZE OF THREE IN ONE (Fri., May 17th, 2024, Palm Springs, California)
third eye s
third phase gaze
of me in me
third eye s
third phase gaze
of three in one
third eye s
third phase gaze
of me
now so long
hid away
uninspired
disconnected
self suppressed
undone broken
vanished gone
third eye s
third phase gaze
of me
as one
all one
sensed and felt
by some
but seen lived
and truly known
by me...
third phase gaze
of me in me
third eye s
third phase gaze
of three in one
third eye s
third phase gaze
of me
now so long
hid away
uninspired
disconnected
self suppressed
undone broken
vanished gone
third eye s
third phase gaze
of me
as one
all one
sensed and felt
by some
but seen lived
and truly known
by me...
#acceptance
#choices
#confusion
#identity
#SelfReflection
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Dissociative Identity Disorder
I'm OK but I haven't seen mommy in awhile
Daddy said she went on vacation
She used to always make me smile
She'd hold me and have conversation
Sometimes I get really scared at night
When daddy drinks he gets really mad
I cry and I hold my Teddy tight
Until I feel better and less sad
It hurts when he hits me with his fist
But I know it's because I misbehaved
He then grabs me by my wrists
And tells...
Daddy said she went on vacation
She used to always make me smile
She'd hold me and have conversation
Sometimes I get really scared at night
When daddy drinks he gets really mad
I cry and I hold my Teddy tight
Until I feel better and less sad
It hurts when he hits me with his fist
But I know it's because I misbehaved
He then grabs me by my wrists
And tells...
#anxiety
#confusion
#loneliness
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Screw that notion for a start!
By Stanley Collymore
In the wake of the increasing murder
statistics in the UK with some very
particularly heinous and vicious
murders across the whole panoply of
age ranges there are vocal calls that
our country should, unquestionably,
be given legislative powers, to thus
specifically determine, who should
therefore be basically permitted to
have children, and very conversely
those that shouldn't be allowed to.
As I see it, there's a crucially large
hole in this discernibly barmy, but
supposedly...
In the wake of the increasing murder
statistics in the UK with some very
particularly heinous and vicious
murders across the whole panoply of
age ranges there are vocal calls that
our country should, unquestionably,
be given legislative powers, to thus
specifically determine, who should
therefore be basically permitted to
have children, and very conversely
those that shouldn't be allowed to.
As I see it, there's a crucially large
hole in this discernibly barmy, but
supposedly...
#confusion
#dark
#despair
#rejection
#shame
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Softly, slowly as the light falls.
Light.
Every good moment begins with pure light.
But like the tides turning,
The light fades into night.
A simple change.
Its just one letter.
One rule changed.
One where all is and one where nothing becomes truer and deeper.
I open my eyes at last.
This year.
This day.
This moment.
I meet my friend again as I breathe in the stiff air of my bedroom.
Another day begun.
Another day to think, to dream, to be.
"You have much to do Mark."
I do!
"We should get up quickly so we don't drift...
Every good moment begins with pure light.
But like the tides turning,
The light fades into night.
A simple change.
Its just one letter.
One rule changed.
One where all is and one where nothing becomes truer and deeper.
I open my eyes at last.
This year.
This day.
This moment.
I meet my friend again as I breathe in the stiff air of my bedroom.
Another day begun.
Another day to think, to dream, to be.
"You have much to do Mark."
I do!
"We should get up quickly so we don't drift...
#anger
#confusion
#denial #death
#denial #death
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'The Selfish Man's ADHD"
It’s raining…
The smell is one of the best aromas. I can feel the coolness in the air.
I’m in a desolate land where no one, not even my past, can get near.
The voices are gone, and all that’s left is you.
You, who I’ve put to the side, while I try to learn how to arise to the task I can’t seem to fully satisfy,.
I feel like Hellen Keller because, as much as I see and hear it, it never gets through, and I can’t see it clearly.
In your eyes, I see the tears. Flood gates that are about to burst from the pressure.
Once, these eyes were so full of love. Are...
The smell is one of the best aromas. I can feel the coolness in the air.
I’m in a desolate land where no one, not even my past, can get near.
The voices are gone, and all that’s left is you.
You, who I’ve put to the side, while I try to learn how to arise to the task I can’t seem to fully satisfy,.
I feel like Hellen Keller because, as much as I see and hear it, it never gets through, and I can’t see it clearly.
In your eyes, I see the tears. Flood gates that are about to burst from the pressure.
Once, these eyes were so full of love. Are...
#confusion
#SelfReflection
#FeelingLost
#emptiness
#choices
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DU Poetry : Long Poems About Confusion