Long Poems About Confusion
#confusion
MAKITA OR IKEEM
Through the process and stages of our lives and time, ⌚ there will always be one man or woman. THAT will always stands a very different format of a different kind of a WOMAN OR MAN.
🤔 JUST by the way she or he speaks volumes of confidence, and intelligence with knowledge and wisdom, to know thyself. 🪬 For she or he is the kind of person as a woman or a man, who cares about there appearance not to get attention. BUT to be able to be thyself as a woman or a man 💖 For beneath there are lays layers upon layers of there personality, and the deepness of there...
🤔 JUST by the way she or he speaks volumes of confidence, and intelligence with knowledge and wisdom, to know thyself. 🪬 For she or he is the kind of person as a woman or a man, who cares about there appearance not to get attention. BUT to be able to be thyself as a woman or a man 💖 For beneath there are lays layers upon layers of there personality, and the deepness of there...
#anger
#confusion
#disappointment
#heartbroken
#shame
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Sick
I miss you and it's making me sick
Yes, I realize the fact that I'm missing you at all
Means I'm simply fucked in the head
I keep asking myself what the fuck is so wrong with me
I plead with myself to get a goddamn grip already
How could I possibly miss someone who has done what you've done to me
Ache for someone who has brought me so low
I end up at the same excuse as always .. that I'm on drugs
Mind altering, game changing drugs
Heavy drugs
I also like to blame it on serotonin, dopamine and good old basic physics
I crave you...
Yes, I realize the fact that I'm missing you at all
Means I'm simply fucked in the head
I keep asking myself what the fuck is so wrong with me
I plead with myself to get a goddamn grip already
How could I possibly miss someone who has done what you've done to me
Ache for someone who has brought me so low
I end up at the same excuse as always .. that I'm on drugs
Mind altering, game changing drugs
Heavy drugs
I also like to blame it on serotonin, dopamine and good old basic physics
I crave you...
#confusion
#disappointment
#heartbroken
#IMissYou
#sadness
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THIRD EYE'S THIRD PHASE GAZE OF THREE IN ONE (Fri., May 17th, 2024, Palm Springs, California)
third eye s
third phase gaze
of me in me
third eye s
third phase gaze
of three in one
third eye s
third phase gaze
of me
now so long
hid away
uninspired
disconnected
self suppressed
undone broken
vanished gone
third eye s
third phase gaze
of me
as one
all one
sensed and felt
by some
but seen lived
and truly known
by me...
third phase gaze
of me in me
third eye s
third phase gaze
of three in one
third eye s
third phase gaze
of me
now so long
hid away
uninspired
disconnected
self suppressed
undone broken
vanished gone
third eye s
third phase gaze
of me
as one
all one
sensed and felt
by some
but seen lived
and truly known
by me...
#acceptance
#choices
#confusion
#identity
#SelfReflection
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Dissociative Identity Disorder
I'm OK but I haven't seen mommy in awhile
Daddy said she went on vacation
She used to always make me smile
She'd hold me and have conversation
Sometimes I get really scared at night
When daddy drinks he gets really mad
I cry and I hold my Teddy tight
Until I feel better and less sad
It hurts when he hits me with his fist
But I know it's because I misbehaved
He then grabs me by my wrists
And tells...
Daddy said she went on vacation
She used to always make me smile
She'd hold me and have conversation
Sometimes I get really scared at night
When daddy drinks he gets really mad
I cry and I hold my Teddy tight
Until I feel better and less sad
It hurts when he hits me with his fist
But I know it's because I misbehaved
He then grabs me by my wrists
And tells...
#anxiety
#confusion
#loneliness
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Screw that notion for a start!
By Stanley Collymore
In the wake of the increasing murder
statistics in the UK with some very
particularly heinous and vicious
murders across the whole panoply of
age ranges there are vocal calls that
our country should, unquestionably,
be given legislative powers, to thus
specifically determine, who should
therefore be basically permitted to
have children, and very conversely
those that shouldn't be allowed to.
As I see it, there's a crucially large
hole in this discernibly barmy, but
supposedly...
In the wake of the increasing murder
statistics in the UK with some very
particularly heinous and vicious
murders across the whole panoply of
age ranges there are vocal calls that
our country should, unquestionably,
be given legislative powers, to thus
specifically determine, who should
therefore be basically permitted to
have children, and very conversely
those that shouldn't be allowed to.
As I see it, there's a crucially large
hole in this discernibly barmy, but
supposedly...
#confusion
#dark
#despair
#rejection
#shame
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Softly, slowly as the light falls.
Light.
Every good moment begins with pure light.
But like the tides turning,
The light fades into night.
A simple change.
Its just one letter.
One rule changed.
One where all is and one where nothing becomes truer and deeper.
I open my eyes at last.
This year.
This day.
This moment.
I meet my friend again as I breathe in the stiff air of my bedroom.
Another day begun.
Another day to think, to dream, to be.
"You have much to do Mark."
I do!
"We should get up quickly so we don't drift...
Every good moment begins with pure light.
But like the tides turning,
The light fades into night.
A simple change.
Its just one letter.
One rule changed.
One where all is and one where nothing becomes truer and deeper.
I open my eyes at last.
This year.
This day.
This moment.
I meet my friend again as I breathe in the stiff air of my bedroom.
Another day begun.
Another day to think, to dream, to be.
"You have much to do Mark."
I do!
"We should get up quickly so we don't drift...
#anger
#confusion
#denial #death
#denial #death
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'The Selfish Man's ADHD"
It’s raining…
The smell is one of the best aromas. I can feel the coolness in the air.
I’m in a desolate land where no one, not even my past, can get near.
The voices are gone, and all that’s left is you.
You, who I’ve put to the side, while I try to learn how to arise to the task I can’t seem to fully satisfy,.
I feel like Hellen Keller because, as much as I see and hear it, it never gets through, and I can’t see it clearly.
In your eyes, I see the tears. Flood gates that are about to burst from the pressure.
Once, these eyes were so full of love. Are...
The smell is one of the best aromas. I can feel the coolness in the air.
I’m in a desolate land where no one, not even my past, can get near.
The voices are gone, and all that’s left is you.
You, who I’ve put to the side, while I try to learn how to arise to the task I can’t seem to fully satisfy,.
I feel like Hellen Keller because, as much as I see and hear it, it never gets through, and I can’t see it clearly.
In your eyes, I see the tears. Flood gates that are about to burst from the pressure.
Once, these eyes were so full of love. Are...
#confusion
#SelfReflection
#FeelingLost
#emptiness
#choices
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It Was Only An Eye Exam
I know what happened that day
I remember the events so clearly
Twenty three year old memories do not decay
When they scar you so severely
I went in for a routine eye exam
The optometrist seemed like a nice old man
But sacrificially I was his lamb
As he unleashed his master plan
First he used the ophthalmoscope
2 look deeply in my eyes
But what happened next I have to cope
For the remainder of my life
He then removed the equipment
And approached as close as he could get
Determined by his...
I remember the events so clearly
Twenty three year old memories do not decay
When they scar you so severely
I went in for a routine eye exam
The optometrist seemed like a nice old man
But sacrificially I was his lamb
As he unleashed his master plan
First he used the ophthalmoscope
2 look deeply in my eyes
But what happened next I have to cope
For the remainder of my life
He then removed the equipment
And approached as close as he could get
Determined by his...
#regret
#shame
#confusion
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The Devil Does Care
if you want to be heard, just talk to the devils
they are very good listeners.
talk to men, deafenitely they won't hear
and they won't even listen, not only, but
they will anticipate your thoughts
The devil can give your his heart
open wide his ears to listen to you;
regardless of his wicked schemes,
it's all about giving a scope to expression,
a room to vomit your acid pains and morbid
recurrent sick doubts and expectations.............
We...
they are very good listeners.
talk to men, deafenitely they won't hear
and they won't even listen, not only, but
they will anticipate your thoughts
The devil can give your his heart
open wide his ears to listen to you;
regardless of his wicked schemes,
it's all about giving a scope to expression,
a room to vomit your acid pains and morbid
recurrent sick doubts and expectations.............
We...
#anger
#anxiety
#grief
#dark
#confusion
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The Spider
Look what I see when I close my eyes
I see this web hidden in disguise
Behind the eyelids it likes to hide
Let's look deeper what's inside
A spectrum of the spiders web
Thoughts determine my mind's ebb
I look to see where they will lead
This is a colorful wicked web indeed
Am I the spider do you know
Creating this intricate trap for show
Thinking I had all the power ...
I see this web hidden in disguise
Behind the eyelids it likes to hide
Let's look deeper what's inside
A spectrum of the spiders web
Thoughts determine my mind's ebb
I look to see where they will lead
This is a colorful wicked web indeed
Am I the spider do you know
Creating this intricate trap for show
Thinking I had all the power ...
#confusion
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White British stupidity: a basically naturally innate characteristic or a prized vacuity, worked on rather assiduously?
By Stanley Collymore
Unrealistically, unchristian Britons:
real as well as clearly imaginary
proselytizing ones; you know
the sort, are angrily up in arms, as they
allegedly, but rather hypocritically and
dishonestly openly claim that several
white school children and effectively
predominantly boys are increasingly
simply converted to Islam, in British
schools. This false lurid accusation
coming very incredibly from people
residing in a country, Britain, where
honestly, simply around 22% of the
entire...
Unrealistically, unchristian Britons:
real as well as clearly imaginary
proselytizing ones; you know
the sort, are angrily up in arms, as they
allegedly, but rather hypocritically and
dishonestly openly claim that several
white school children and effectively
predominantly boys are increasingly
simply converted to Islam, in British
schools. This false lurid accusation
coming very incredibly from people
residing in a country, Britain, where
honestly, simply around 22% of the
entire...
#hate
#confusion
#despair
#emptiness
#fear
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Who Really Knows
I know
Do you know
Do they know
You just think you know
That I don't know
But I know
You think you know
That I don't know
They know
But not yet, they will know
They just want to know
But they don't know
Not yet, that you know
They'll learn to know
But as soon as they know
They will know
They really don't know
Because only I know
It will seem I don't know
And all else will know
But I alone will only know
What you think you know
And what they think they know ...
Do you know
Do they know
You just think you know
That I don't know
But I know
You think you know
That I don't know
They know
But not yet, they will know
They just want to know
But they don't know
Not yet, that you know
They'll learn to know
But as soon as they know
They will know
They really don't know
Because only I know
It will seem I don't know
And all else will know
But I alone will only know
What you think you know
And what they think they know ...
#confusion
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DU Poetry : Long Poems About Confusion