Long Poems for and About Brothers

I found out about you recently, you died before your birth.  
A long time ago, but I hope that I get the chance to see you...  
In the near future, on a paradise earth.  
I wonder how things would be if you were here, wish I could get a Preview.  
 
I had a dream about you...  
A person very much like me, but far from the same.  
Ever since I heard about you...  
I've had this picture in my head, everything minus a name.  
 
I sometimes wonder what it would have been like to have an older brother.  
Would I have ended up...

We’re bound in blood, siblings by law.
A familiar mother with separate fathers.
I reside in the middle of our trio…

Six below a Sister and Six above a Brother.
Sister and I lived a fatherless childhood.
Motherless when Foster Care was required…

Six years separating two growing young minds.
Despite circumstances similar our wounds scar separately.
Years pass by and my pains stay hidden inside…

Two thousand and one, A man impregnates my mother.
Six years turning seven and I’m to become a brother.
I see this man and know that he’ll never...