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Sky99
Sky99
Poem Published
18th Oct 2023 8:53am
18th Oct 2023 8:53am
Killing me
It's killing me slowly and painfully. It has me down and out. So hard to lift my head. My days are dark and cold. My breath should be taken from me I am a waste of space. Wish I could be some one else. My skin don't fit me right. There is no fucking light. Body hurts, where did my hands go, oh there they are. Days seem to be night and night day. Everything is going the wrong way oh Waite that's me. Head on Collision to take me out of this time and place. Depression is my life killer.
#depression
#LifeStruggles
#FeelingLost
#FeelingTrapped
#emotional
318 reads
2 Comments
PeaceFlpw
Peace Flow
Peace Flow
Poem Published
14th Oct 2023 11:42pm
14th Oct 2023 11:42pm
Introvert in an Extroverts' world
if my "life " ended tonight-with that, I'd be just fine; someone who's died wanted this life more than i; I look out "my windows"-I'm better off inside; most times I can't believe that I'm still "alive"....
as I think about the couple times that I've came close to my demise- it would have saved me a lot of trouble ahead that lied-just for more psychological stress inside of one's mind....
this twisted game of, how long can one survive with all the baggage that comes with living in this...
as I think about the couple times that I've came close to my demise- it would have saved me a lot of trouble ahead that lied-just for more psychological stress inside of one's mind....
this twisted game of, how long can one survive with all the baggage that comes with living in this...
#MentalHealth
#FeelingTrapped
237 reads
LonelyBrokenDemon
Ritshe
Ritshe
Poem Published
6th Oct 2023 3:10pm
6th Oct 2023 3:10pm
In & Out
Shutting things out
These walls you built so high
enclosing your heart
and all the fears you hide
Shutting things in
all your emotions remain tight
Sealed in the depths of your soul
they’re all just a hidden insight
But wait, within these walls there lies a cost
For love and joy too may be lost
Shutting things in & out
You may have avoided the pain
but what about the loneliness and sorrow
that still remain?
These walls you built so high
enclosing your heart
and all the fears you hide
Shutting things in
all your emotions remain tight
Sealed in the depths of your soul
they’re all just a hidden insight
But wait, within these walls there lies a cost
For love and joy too may be lost
Shutting things in & out
You may have avoided the pain
but what about the loneliness and sorrow
that still remain?
#sadness
#FeelingTrapped
#apathy #emotions
#apathy #emotions
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PeaceFlpw
Peace Flow
Peace Flow
Poem Published
4th Oct 2023 10:55pm
4th Oct 2023 10:55pm
clear
when I am in my "resting place"-the place where my head laids; it's like I'm on a boat of one-as my mind just drifts away....
when I am out and active in any form or shape-what makes up most of what I think is wanting to escape;
the boat of one-one's mind adrift-just floating through some waves; outdoors is but a battlefield-indoors the ground still shakes....
war of sorts take place for sure- even if one's not engaged; one's drafted from the day of birth- to different shades of grey....
when I am out and active in any form or shape-what makes up most of what I think is wanting to escape;
the boat of one-one's mind adrift-just floating through some waves; outdoors is but a battlefield-indoors the ground still shakes....
war of sorts take place for sure- even if one's not engaged; one's drafted from the day of birth- to different shades of grey....
#FeelingTrapped
#philosophical
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PeaceFlpw
Peace Flow
Peace Flow
Poem Published
3rd Oct 2023 00:50am
3rd Oct 2023 00:50am
Pain Influences Everything
pain for "better" or worse;
it's the very thing challenging ones' worth;
the thing that is assured;
like the rain that soaks ones' skin-
some bathe in it to feel alive-
either way pain makes one sick;
but just like sticky things that stick-
here comes the pain again;
and that's what makes a "poet/poetess" write-like shedding off ones' skin;
with intent to perfect every line-those seconds-minutes of...
it's the very thing challenging ones' worth;
the thing that is assured;
like the rain that soaks ones' skin-
some bathe in it to feel alive-
either way pain makes one sick;
but just like sticky things that stick-
here comes the pain again;
and that's what makes a "poet/poetess" write-like shedding off ones' skin;
with intent to perfect every line-those seconds-minutes of...
#philosophical
#escape
#FeelingTrapped #WritingPoetry
#FeelingTrapped #WritingPoetry
178 reads
Abracadabra
Poem Published
25th Sep 2023 6:15pm
25th Sep 2023 6:15pm
No Mercy
The darkest demons
pay no mind to your fears
One night they will rush
screaming in your ears
You think you're safely
tucked up in bed
but the demons are waiting
inside your head
You think you've grown wise
to the traps that they've set
but the demons don't stop
and they ain't started yet
They'll chase you forever
for as long as you live
to exact their revenge
for all the bad things you did
Death bears no rescue
across the divide
your God will not save you
on the other side ...
pay no mind to your fears
One night they will rush
screaming in your ears
You think you're safely
tucked up in bed
but the demons are waiting
inside your head
You think you've grown wise
to the traps that they've set
but the demons don't stop
and they ain't started yet
They'll chase you forever
for as long as you live
to exact their revenge
for all the bad things you did
Death bears no rescue
across the divide
your God will not save you
on the other side ...
#dark
#unicorns
#FeelingTrapped
225 reads
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PeaceFlpw
Peace Flow
Peace Flow
Poem Published
24th Sep 2023 5:39am
24th Sep 2023 5:39am
the mind, the body, the conflicted soul, and bondaged spirit
questions that coats one's mind-typically associate with one's human baggage being left behind; no longer plagued as much from what's on the outside; no use in looking "alive" while half of one has already "died";
mirrored reflections on more or less a similar time line-brings perspective like saturation throughout and despite these physical confines; how i feel so pulled at both ends separate-how connected yet just as disconnected-like a prepping for one's exit;
I tend to stare into the eyes of...
mirrored reflections on more or less a similar time line-brings perspective like saturation throughout and despite these physical confines; how i feel so pulled at both ends separate-how connected yet just as disconnected-like a prepping for one's exit;
I tend to stare into the eyes of...
#spiritual
#LifeCycle
#FeelingTrapped
#peace
#myself
275 reads
Maple666
Poem Published
22nd Sep 2023 4:40pm
22nd Sep 2023 4:40pm
Party seven steel toe capped boots .
She is so afraid if she lets you in will you remember to shut the gate . Will you rearrange her piece by piece until she can no longer recognises herself . She likes conformity everything in it place neat undisturbed a safe space . She’s seen rage in a cocktail of drink and a human being who’s to much like a flick knife . It’s way too close for comfort and evokes fear drenching into her every nerve endings . Her heart feels on the verge of cardiac arrest at the sound and proximity of party seven steel top capped boots and the smell of alcohol acrid air hanging stagnant like a life sentence....
#loneliness
#abuse
#despair
#FeelingTrapped
#emotional
254 reads
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jrc2006
J Rae
J Rae
Poem Published
17th Sep 2023 3:09am
17th Sep 2023 3:09am
wishes
i wish i was better
i wish i could wake up in the morning with thoughts of what a beautiful day it’s going to be.. why?
why can’t i think like that? why is it i wake up everyday to these taunting words screaming at me in the back of my head
i don’t wanna get up i’d rather lay in bed
the thoughts and emotions circling like a tire
my mind feels like a huge bonfire
i know i need to get better but where do i start
it’s been so long i forgot what it’s like to feel in my heart
my emotions shut down as i drove around town with a frown
i want to...
i wish i could wake up in the morning with thoughts of what a beautiful day it’s going to be.. why?
why can’t i think like that? why is it i wake up everyday to these taunting words screaming at me in the back of my head
i don’t wanna get up i’d rather lay in bed
the thoughts and emotions circling like a tire
my mind feels like a huge bonfire
i know i need to get better but where do i start
it’s been so long i forgot what it’s like to feel in my heart
my emotions shut down as i drove around town with a frown
i want to...
#FeelingTrapped
221 reads
1 Comment
PAR
Poem Published
14th Sep 2023 12:59pm
14th Sep 2023 12:59pm
Six Pleonasms in Search of Euphemism
Let's be honest
as in political correctness.
Politics lie!
Let's go outside
of this prison...
and save ourselves victims
of an innocent thief.
as in political correctness.
Politics lie!
Let's go outside
of this prison...
and save ourselves victims
of an innocent thief.
#violence
#mirror
#WritingPoetry
#prison
#FeelingTrapped
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KrystalG
Poem Published
2nd Sep 2023 1:03am
2nd Sep 2023 1:03am
Mind Over Matter(Senryu)
A lust filled mind game
Filled with a twisted desire
Fear of no escape
Filled with a twisted desire
Fear of no escape
#lust
#senryu
#escape
#FeelingTrapped
#fear
321 reads
6 Comments
Stoney223
WOLF BAY33
WOLF BAY33
Poem Published
31st Aug 2023 00:40am
31st Aug 2023 00:40am
YOU JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND
It's a shame that you don't nor truly understand that the hurt and pain, that you scared me with not only ripped my heart it tore apart of me. TO never put my trust again in anyone, who came through the doors of my heart and spiritual soul PIMPING... FOR ACTIONS SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS. For you made me feel unwanted and having a low self esteem about WHAT I WANT AND NEED. FOR YOU definitely went as far as destroying, my dreams of being in love with happiness still telling me, I will always be alone. Yet you never once thought that the scares upon me. Would become my badge of my honor, and...
#abuse
#FeelingTrapped
#emotional
#hurt
#bittersweet
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DU Poetry : Poems about Feeling Trapped
