So lost.

gone inside
What was once within my grasp
Has now lost sight of me
How do i deal with what I have lost
Hatred consumes me, body shaking
Tears falling, dying inside
This hatred is for me and me alone
No one else can carry this burden
And now I stand here alone, lost
Thought together we'd be strong enough
We have taken on the world together
Defied all odds and we found each other
Something so amazing so pure and rare
Now turned to ash and falling away
Leaving me cold, empty and so alone
Punishing myself, because there is no other to blame....