Onto thy name father .

Dawning emerging I'm crying in grief sorrow flowing.
Past sadness tortured my broken heart a life fades .
Echoes and whimper voices calling within my mind .
Faith is lost why to live father why yoo crush my soul ?
I've begged thy mercy I plead, tell me why on me ?
Wherefore must I be one of the cursed chosen one ?
Please answer , my mourn tearful eyes are closed .
 
Soon early hours of this night I'll be calling and groan  .
Allowing the gloomily aghast to swallow my soul .
Drifted towards the bliss of colossal roars .
Silence won't deafens me , tears of hope were lost .
Dark chambers packed every embers in my soul .
For the deepest hope I had has dissolved in me .
My sorrow is bleak I beg for suposed deliverance .
 
Oh Lord in your mercy, hear my voice and pleas .
All emotions were consumed by an inner silence .
Grief has unassuaged my tears I want for nothing .
Live for nothing waiting to die alone yet I am afraid .
Lord you made me drink your gall , hear my plea .
Intensely strangle-hold has over my frailty body .
Confined me to my own personal thirsty agony .
 
Thy priest unctions as I realise my punishment .
Gifted by death's hands for all dreary eternity .
My bones no longer shall feel the grim coldness .
As the mire and spring blossoms are unknown .
Ubiquitous fetidness death's eyes are everywhere .
My God, unshackle me now from these chains .
This suffering grows up increasing my mortal guilt .
 
Destroyed devotion partook once with the earth .
I sank down into thine gruesome lugubrious sea .
My soul has seen there's nothing left to perceive.
Help me to escape from this tearful tiny existence .
I yearn for an answer would a whimper help me now ?
Drowned in seas of tears visions shattered dreams.
 
Cast on the dark waters a slumber saw a wheel of souls .
I gazed at a world wearing the black death's shroud .
Forlorn felt the burning glow staring crimson eyes .
Yet noone is here knowing my dreadful night tales .
Ensuing agony waits to clasp it's cold bare breast .
Waken and it's all true a thorny bled leaden pathway ...
I dreamt of this sun's demise, awoke to a bleakness .
 
The emptiness I beheld a fate dead light's foretold .
Yet I stand in a dust filled room screaming voiceless .
Despondently watching the pass of the kindred spirit .
Mourn delusion of silence I curse the day I was born !
Oh father my lord thou has created all this anguish .
Hear my pleas forgive my frailty damned existence .
Now this wretched doom will carve my groaned soul !
 
My heart under thy clutches belongs to a pilgrim .
Here ends up this pain inside a cold forsaken vault .