Invisible and Strange

i'm drowning
swimming away
and i'm sinking
trying to fight
but the tide is too strong
it pulls me out to sea
i'm trying to get rid of me

i'm burning
faking smiles
i'm tired
of watching your happiness
open in front of my eyes
your laughter is fading
finally you notice me
alone in the corner

bleeding from my arms
blood roses fall from my wrist
i'm begging for reason
wanting love
to afraid to keep it
knowing i'll lose it
that's not a secret
i've always been invisible
how can you see me
are you strange too