Where is our promise?

The punishment was given is the death penalty but
every time I open eyes at least to see you
has forsaken wilderness, nature and will not mount,
I have no status I lean like a bulrush,
My thirst is not water but are you dear
I understand my mistake,please don't leave me my partner,
please mercy on me here alone at desert
I see no reason to die for your affection,
desert is not good no kissing or sex,
I am alone in the wilderness
none  to hold me hand, non to kiss me
Come hold me, come kiss me , come and make love with me,
serious note, you have given me in the bed,
while weeping with your soft eyes,
special smile, sweet words you have brought it out of me,
you said that you love me, never leave me my partner, this was your promise And you told me you will be ready to die with me, Where is your commitment? Where is your sincerely?