Can You?

Think I'm breaking down,
I scream but there's no sound.
Keep tearing at my skin,
With razors and dull pins.
I wish I could just drift away,
And find a hole where I can stay.
This place has become the Hell I made,
Cant evade...Fade into shades of Grey.
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Somewhere down the line,
Got lost and missed the signs.
"Better turn back now."
Wish I still could somehow.
Now I'm lost and cant get back,
So I just let it fade to black.
I cant believe this is who I am,
Please tell me, who the hell is this Man?
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I've died so many times,
And wasted all my lives.
I drank away the strain,
I pumped away the pain.
Cant think of reasons I'm still here,
I wish I could just disappear.
There's nothing for me here, anyway,
So I say, Why stay another day?
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All the Love I've found,
Has ceased to come around.
And no place that I go,
Feels like it's my Home.
I just cant be and that kills me,
I just want somebody to see...
I want you to see just who I am.
Can you see?
Cause I wonder if you can.