Scammin and Slammin

Its three in the morning, my third day awake, I'm lying in my makeshift bedroom, smoking a cigarette and debating whether I should do the last load now or if I should wait.

I know what I should do, I should take it to the sink and empty it, then check into a sixty or ninety day inpatient treatment facility. After that maybe a sober living house and many na meetings a week.

That however isn't what I'm going to do. I'm going to keep debating the now or later in regards to the shot dillemma. I'll write for a while, maybe watch some porn, play a lil guitar, eventually either doing the load or passing out for a while.

Tomorrow a guy from Ks I used to deal speed to is coming out to get some from me and I intend to charge him Ks prices; $120 a g, double what it costs me, he wants a teener, which will be $100 at my cost, I'll get a free 70 cents worth of speed and make twenty bucks.

Given the mood I've been in lately, if he gives more than a slight protest about the price I'm going to pistol whip him and take everything he has. I've got a Smith and Wesson 357 porky stole from someone and gave me to hide for him a month or so ago.

I doubt it's going to come to that though. The guy whose getting it is terrorfied of me, he told me in ks once that he was afraid if he pissed me off that I'd burn his house down.I told him that if he pissed me off enough it'd be him on fire not the house.

He also was there when I found out a kid was dropping my name. He heard me call him invite him to come get stoned over his lunch and then watched me grab the kids throat and push him against the wall before putting a knife to the corner of his mouth and screaming at him

"You say my name anytimme anywhere and I'm not in the room, I swear to god I will cut your face."
Then he watched as I forced him to shoot up.

He knows that its best not to piss me off when it comes to business. He may carry his AK-47 with its forty round clip around wherever he goes, but he learned long go that if he tries to use it to his advantage he'll have to kill me because if not i will fuck him with his gun.

He'll pay the money, probably fork out extra to get more, I know he wont drive all the way here for just a gram.

If he's got the AK with him, im going to steal it. I know for a fact that neither he or the previous owner ever registered it, so he cant really even reprt it stolen.

Tactical stock, thirty round banana clip, not easily traced and wont flag if the numbers get ran, fuck yea I know I can get at least $1500 for it thru a piru I know, hell I could probably give it to my connect and get an ounce and a half of crysal for it.

Thats probably the best bet, i know a guy out of state i could sell the bulk of the dope too, still keep a quarter ounce for me. I know today though I'll come out on top for once.