Conflicted

Half Way Through The Bottle Now
My Sorrows Almost Gone Now
Another Swig Another Blunt
God Help Me Im Almost Numb
Release Me Now, Of My Memories
Its All Nothing Now Im Seeing Blurry
Reveling In This High Afraid To Go Back To Reality
Scared Of The Monsters And Demons Hiding
Behind The Faces Of The People I Thought
I Once Knew And Loved
Im Delirious Yet Youre All Taking Me Serious
Believe My Facade My Charade
You're All So Easy To Manipulate
So Trusting Of The Smile On My Face
Fooled Into Thinking Im Heaven Sent
When Truth Is Im Hell Bent, On A Mission
Im Losing It Here I Go Again
To You None Of This Will Make Sense
And If You Understand
Find It In Your Heart To Forgive
Save Me Now I Repent My Sins
But Only For Now
By Tomorrow
Ill Be Back To My Wicked Ways
Empty Bottle In My Hand
Questioning Life Again...