My Life (Me & My Son)

In the beginning
I was looking 4 love in women
Got shot in heart
Point blank range
Bleeding thru shattered pieces of love
Fell beyond deep 2 changes
The sky begin 2 rain
A tropical storm displays
My severe vision of pain
Way much it end this way
Yesterday past has murdered me
Wonder wat today present has instored for me
Hope tomorrow future is better for me
I'm dying inside emotionally
Lost in sorrow from wat my body crave sexually
Out of control Losing my mind mentally
From the outside looking in yu can see
My appearance is torn apart physically
Life dealt me this hand
3mental disabilities wit SSI
An EBT card
Joint custody of my son wit me being the custodial parent
No lisense no car
Not even my own house
A woman I want but can't have
I'm afraid 2 ask God 2 hit me
I don't wanna fold dats quitting
Can't give up on life
I gotta live 4 my son
He my one & only tru love
Ppl say we living in Hell on Earth
Imma make Heaven out of it
4 us - Me & my son
Dats all have & need it
So now on we gonna be father/son best friends
In the end