Cutting

I feel the pain of life
Creeping into my brain
I'm feeling trapped again
Not knowing what to feel
So I take my old friend
Touching the cool sharp edge to my skin
I inhale, exhale
Then I cut in
I'm filled with ecstasy
As I see the thin line of red appear
But almost as quickly as the ecstasy came
It left
Depression slowly taking its place in my brain
Filling my head with the pain of life
Again
So,
I take the kinfe and cut again
Getting my escape from this fucked up life
Allowing myself to temporary feel
Emotions besides depression again