Illness

this illness has taken over me; gone crazy; I can hardly breathe but all i know is there's no cure. I wouldn't even want to be cured. Lying here crying on the floor. Wondering what else is in store.
It's okay; I love the pain; cause there's no rainbow if there's no rain. So it's alright; I'll put up a fight; and I've got eyes so I can see the light.
this illness; It's eating me alive; just trying to find a cure. This illness; it makes me unsure; But i'm not insecure anymore. Lying here; still alive trying to find a safe place to hide. Safe place to hide. You'll just have to be mine; have to settle for me; I won't waste your time. I won't waste your time.
this illness; It's suffocating me and suddenly I see your lies. But still I don't take their advice; because suddenly I see their lies; suddenly I see your disguise. These Injuries; Bruises on my thighs; broken wings and all the things I wish that I could hide. This illness; well at least your mine. Still don't care what they say; we can leave this all behind. Would you leave it all behind? Because they don't see the look in your eyes; the way that i do; they hardly wanna run and hide; do I complete you? They don't see that you complete me; that you completely defeat me; they don't see that you should be mine. this time. This illness; has taken over me suffocating; their still hating; hating all they see. and if you were mine; I'd take the time to show you your more than fine and if you were mine i'd never hide; see the world through perfect eyes; and your eyeless so i throw a fit and leave it all behind and hopefully you will see my illness through your glass eyes. And we have the same eyes...so all we see...is you and me; this illness completes me.