Just A Dream

Paint my nails black because it fits my mood; I'm tired of looking around for something to prove.
You don't know how it feels inside my skin; well neither do I because I numb the feeling.
Take it away; all of my pain, I got a bottle I got to finish; take it away, take it from me because if you don't I might drown in it.
And I keep telling myself that my bad luck's gonna go away; and I keep trying to win, but I'm losing everyday.
I wanna get up and fight; but I don't have the time.
I'm too busy feeling sorry for me; when it looks like the clouds are gone, I wake up and it was just a dream.
I walk around cold in the warmth of light; I see you trying to talk but I'm too deaf to rise.
I believe in promises of tomorrow; if I don't make it there, know that I'm sorry though.
Take it away, take it from because I really want to believe; after the rain, someone will say that there is really more for me.
See I been through hell and I am still taken back; there is nothing too conductive to get this on track.
I have dreams of freedom from the circumstance I'm in; if its in his plans for me then I will win.
I'll just dream until then; because this is all just a dream.