Pain

The wound stings
The blood drips
Don't wanna suffer from a broken heart
So I engrave myself in slits
On the back of my hand
This is my remedy
The knife is my friend.
And love is My enemy
am I stuck in reverse?
Or free to go straightly
Why does pain love me
But peace only hates me
I want out I'm scared
Permanently I want to go away
I am a child who needs help
But someone not even Jesus could save.