Death of Love and Rebirth of Depression

I'm crying but no tears seem to come out
I'm alive but I'm dead inside
My heart still beats but poison runs through my veins
I have loved so much that I will never love again
I have hurt for so long that its the only thing I know
It must be nice to feel wanted, to feel pretty, to feel safe and happy
It must be wonderful not being alone
This is a world I do not care to know
This is a lie I swear I'll never tell
This is a heart that only beats to stay alive
This is a girl who has given up and just doesn't care
This is me now and Im sorry if it doesn't please you