Falling or Tripping?

Ha, I laugh in your virtual face,
that sarcastic smirk frozen in
pixilated time makes me sick.

To think that your expression could be
so serene and happy, while I am
over here desperately picking up
the pieces of my shattered heart.

I'll sit here, and I'll think; about
the never-ending stream of
compliments and 'I love you's'
and I will mourn.

I will try to cut myself with the
broken shards of what was me,
and I will fail, because I can't
even hurt myself correctly anymore.

Did I fall for you? No. It was more
like tripping over you, if you ask me.

Just another blockage on my yellow
brick road.  I'm not gonna click my
ruby red slippers though....I'm gonna
stomp them in your smug player face. 

I think I'm dumb....
Or maybe just happy?

Peace out!~ Jade