Worthless

Im falling helplessly through the flipping pages
I scream as my mind shatters into pieces
Im ashamed of what I am
Im overcome
Nothing but a worthless junkie
Stuck in the endless struggle
Hate fills me to my core
Im disgusted
Hell surrounds me in every direction
My demons pull me into the undertow
This worthless existence is too much
I beg and plead for an end
But when its over, where will I run?