May the devil be scared

Look into my eyes
What do you see
Do you notice the pain
Do you notice the real me
The girl who fakes this smile
The girl who lives in such denial
Laugh to not cry
But silent in the night
I pray to die
Take me now
for I have become the enemy
The devil has control of me
I am his puppet
His play toy
This consequence
I can't seem to destroy
The words I speak
They are not mine
The actions I proceed
Everything To succeed
Slow down
Let me catch my breath
Please just let me breathe
I lay in bed
Try to sleep
I can't with this addiction I keep
Open your eyes little girl
God speaks to me
I will heal you
You just have to believe
I close my eyes tight
Then I feel him squirm
The devil is scared
Is he gone?
Will he return?
He now has compatition
Will he win?
No.
Never again.
No longer trapped
I am free
I am officially me.