Walking on egg shells

I use to walk around    
with my head down  
so ashamed I've been called out my name so many times  
Hate is a crime    
verbal abuse  
   
IS HELL  
   
 
I refuse to walk on egg shells today  
My life will never change    
if i stay in this cage  
Broken down by his rage  
He doesent own it  
wont quit playing the    
Blame game  
Everydays the same  
All im doing is collecting  
Scars  
carrying him back when hes gone too far  
Im done saying im sorry for things that were done    
TO ME  
Im peeling off all the layers of rejection  
Reluctantly  
So once again
I can see beauty  
in my reflection.