Life saving things

Love that I write.
Found its saving my life.
Spills on to paper like paint from a brush.
The pain inside let lose with out hush.

Creativity flows cleansing my soul.
Escape from addiction and it's dark hole.
I am learning to like the person I am.
With out meth or coke into my vein slammed.

Creation Gods work it can be express through me.
Should I continue to choose it, a life found drug free.
My God, my family, my friends of Christ faith.
They help me let lose my cold heart of hate.

Hate of God,
Ruined spiritual health,
My life contradiction ,
My protective nature, that of self.

This is a call, a challenge it's true.
It's Christ teaching, for other center life, can I handle.
Less focus on self and more on you.
Selfless unhinged, my demons dismantled.
 
To live in his teaching and not in religions.
Is giving me an answer to my demon and it's  menions.
A path of love, can't be so self center .
The peace of this walk it answers dope bender

I pray with poem to continue this embrace!
Of that which has saved me.
Poet, pen, and Artist, brush,
Created creative,
And the love of my savior, and no it's not dope
Jesus the Christ! To follow is hope