In the End

In the end
I'll need a friend
But for now, i'll just ask that you forgive me
                              .

.........................................for everything I did when i don't remember anything...

By then, it will be at a point where i cannot take it back
Hopefully, i won't take your words as an attack
Because then, i wasn't in my right mind.

Sure enough, you will say that you will
It won't be fun or a thrill,
Can't you see what i'm saying to you?

Forgive me, please.
I'm on my knees..
Begging God to forgive me for everything

Like me, no you won't at all
It won't be pretty, and you shall
Wonder how it has all came to be

A mark i will see,
It's all meant to be
I never meant to hurt anyone at all.

He bends on one knee
To propose to only me
And it all comes rushing out that he's just been used for one thing.

He stands up to say
I'll never be that way
And leaves in a huff, carrying a grudge to this day.

I'll feel bad, again
Wondering why he felt anything...
And as I walk the other way, I'll feel better abot myself.

Searching for the one to fill my void inside,
Telling the truth to the one I must abide
.................................And only God knows me for who I am.