Torn between ur friendship and my love for u

When we kissed u closed ur eyes so I know you meant it,
So can you see us forever behind closed eye lids,
could u see beautiful mornings,
while rolling over and u are right next to me,
being by my side hand in hand,
I think I would melt in ur palms,
just from hearing u say......
"This is my man!",
I couldn't go on as just ur friend,
when all I want to do is love on u as much as I can,
when we kissed I could see us together behind closed eye lids,
I could see us loving one another forever,
Growing old sharing our love story to our kids, our grandkids.. Going on 80 years,
I know you meant it,
but did you feel it too my love for you,
behind closed eye lids.