Worthless 2 Cent

Im tortured by these reckless thoughts that have tried to embed itself into my mind.
These unfamilar thoughts have made me insecure and doubtful of you.
There is a fear now where there once wasnt.
Im saddened that other peoples negativity have shit all over my rainbow parade.
Loving you made me so happy, my joy is cloaked, draped heavy by a blanket of misery.
I ask God to clear my mind of the devilish thoughts.
Cancel out the new strands of doubt.
Return the blessed feelings of love and my complete happiness.
Bring back my state of bliss, my serenity, my peace.
Allow me to look at him again and only see the man im in love with.
Before this darkness drives him away from me.
Heal my mind but more heal my heart, then make us whole again.
I need to trust. I need to believe again in this love.