~My Fall~

I lay here and wonder if you feel the same pain,
the pain in the heart that won't go away.
The endless feeling of pulling and tearing,
burning and hurting and constant yearning.
A feeling I don't like at all,
but it's all because of my fall.

My fall for you was an unexpected surprise.
It made me feel as if I was in a world of bliss.
Now I sit and ponder
just what it was that I missed.

I miss our talks going deep into the night.
I miss the feeling that it was all so right.
I miss the way when I read your words,
they had a way of making my heart want to burst.
I miss the way you made me smile,
even if it was only for a little while.

A while ago I was anticipating your touch.
Just seeing your face would have meant so much.
I still long to hear your laugh so real.
I love and miss you so much.

To feel the touch of your breath on my skin,
as you reach out and place your hand on my chin.
I Long to hear your soothing voice,
whisper in my ear
how you're glad that you're near.

I feel as I've lost a part of my soul,
as if it's laying in a deep dark hole.
Hoping I'll wake up to the light.
A light that illuminates our love so bright.
A love that will never leave us again,
so everlasting like the wind.