Now Is the Time

Now is the time

This is it...
I'm sick of this
They're quiet now
They say stop don't do it
For once I can block them out
I'm so focused on my rage
They say please
We want you to stay
You're all we have
Please
No voices not this time
I'm not listening
I'm focused
my thoughts are my own
Finally
life was good
life is over
the little geeky girl
turned to the little whore
turned to the christian
turned to the stoner
turned suicidal
turned in her grave
bye bye life
bye bye love
love doesn't exist though
I didn't miss much
I'll miss life though
whatever life I would have had
is gone
so is my mind
the voices won
but now they want to lose
they're screaming now
but i can finally ignore them
who knew?
it took my last thought to help me
Wow, life really isn't fair