Definitely don't

I definitely don't still imagine your lips on mine,
I definitely don't still grin when you text,
When you comment, when you 'like' on Facebook.
I definitely don't still live my life by how you'd react.
I definitely don't still think of you,
When I'm in bed alone, definitely not wishing you were there.

I definitely don't still close my eyes, and see you,
I definitely don't still imagine your gasps,
I definitely don't still get butterflies
When I know I'm seeing you, definitely not still hung up.

I definitely don't still text you when I'm drunk,
I definitely don't delete it and think better of it.
I definitely don't still write poetry
That's definitely not about you.

I definitely don't still love you,
I definitely don't still cry when I try and work out
What definitely wasn't wrong with me.
I definitely don't think of that one night,
As definitely not one of the best of my life.

That would be bad.