Broken Hearts Dont  Always Mend

like a deep cut in tender flesh
i couldnt stop to catch my breath
like falling down on hard pavement
i guess i know what forever meant

i kiss the pistol like a friend
i never thought that it would end
broken hearts dont always mend
i guess to you it was just pretend

I screamed out loud above the crowd
like jesus on his fucking cloud
i searched  for you but you werent there
i guess its true that life aint fair

I kiss the pistol like a friend
i never thought that it would end
broken hearts dont always mend
I guess to you it was just pretend

I soak the house with gasoline
like this is all a fucking dream
I watch the fire as it gleams
i hear the cops their sirens scream

I kiss the pistol like a friend
i never thought that it would end
broken hearts dont always mend
i guess to you it was just pretend

now the pistols in my mouth
they'll never put this fire out
i say your name in silent prayer
call to god but he aint there

I kiss the pistol like a friend
i guess this is how it has to end
broken hearts dont always mend
is it real to you or just pretend