Is There A God For Me!

Since I was born I have had nothing but bad luck...
My mother died when I was born, my father blames me every day about that night.

Let me ask you something,
                                           
                                     IS THERE A GOD FOR ME!

For some reason i don't believe there is, and if he is real what has he done for me to make me put my faith in him.
Don’t feel pitty for me, because I have found an answer… I AM GOD! I am my own god

There is no need to believe in a feeble god, we all are gods in this hell on earth.

so let me ask this...
Is there a god for me in this new world?

the answer is plane as day, as long as i am here there will be a god for the new awakening.
Follow the new way of life I have opened go against any will that is in your way
Be the god that is feared by the children of church and live the life.
The new world is apon us, so summit your will and concur this hell and create an oases that we pray for.