A night in the rain

On the ground
Bent on my knees
Trying so hard not to scream
Blood pooring from my hand
Oops
Looks like I fell again

Another pointless rage
Wow that day surely ended in a haze

If I had the chance
To be alone
In my own beautiful evening dance
I would just move and cry

But because I can't dance or cry
I will stand here alone
In the looming night sky

Falling alseep out side in the rain
Feelin the cold filthy water easis some pain

But as I sit and 6 in the morning
I guess its time for more self inflicted scorning
Punching through wood fences
And denting walls
I only want them just to fall

A phone call and a good bye send me on my way
I'll just pretend its a beautiful day