Cunning Vixen

Just let me unload this feeling I'm holding.
I love you, of course I do.
Do I feel any better?
No I don't, in fact I feel even worse than before.
Am I so bad?
Am I still your friend?
Fucking cunning vixen, fuck off!!!
Get away from me it's because of you...
It's your fault not mine...
Oh fuck not again...the burnings to my arms.
My thoughts about you are so wrong, please stop...
She won't do that...she wouldn't try.
Remember she loves me!!!

Why should I try to win her back?
She'd do it again.
Help me escape from her gaze, I want no more.
Go away just get away now!!!

This is just a bad dream,
just another one of my nightmares.
She told me I was the only one, the only one who fucks her.
"Sharing Is Caring" for fuck's sake everything has it's limits.
 Point out my flaws for me so this doesn't happen again.
Supposedly?!?
What are you saying, you think it's by accident?!?
With everything we've been through you wouldn't know how it is I feel.
I wanted the Lasting Love not this fucked part.
Pull on my hand do you see the burnings on my arm!!!

This sweet talk is all I have to let her go
it's all been done.
As she walks I smiled again with loneliness in my heart.
This sweet talk has took it's toll for me to see how fooled I was.
As she looked back I saw her grin.
I miss the way she was before...