A negative vison of time

A reverse of time
Back to another day
To fix a wrong and a mental crime
Just with different words to say

Because the past plagues me today
In so many ways
Why do moments pass quickly away?
Always counting the days

Tears that may fall
Pain is still lingering there
Their is no solution at all
Agony beyond words to compare

Move those hands of time some way
Solve the mysteries that are here
As I rest and as I lay
All the cries in between walls, yet no one can hear

I am sorry in so many ways
We never can change the past
As a part of me slowly decays
The feeling will always hurt and always last

I don't know why this has to be
Nothing can be done in the present
Never at ease and never really free
Many things to deeply resent

Would it matter if I can go back in the past?
Can it effect anything in a positive way?
Is it possible that the changes would last?
All I see is a glimpse of color but mostly grey

The people that are spinning in my mind
Around and around in a circular motion
Is comfort humanly possible to find?
Their is no solving the matter with a magical potion