Stop This Fall

Inside I am dying
You see me smiling
So sick of trying
 
Can't stand this crying
A face that is lying
 
Backed up against a wall
Can't stop this fall
Feel the weight of it all
 
 
Face down on the floor
Beautiful internal war
Here to settle the score
 
Please understand I'm damned
I lack the strength to stand
This is not what I planned
Buried my head in sand
 
As i pick up my feet
Start to feel my heartbeat
I remember defeat
Taste of victory sweet
 
Forgive for your sin
Each day will begin
The struggle within.