Kindness

As the day is passing I'm always wondering
if my crying ever reaches through to you.
Cause you know, only you can understand.
All our dreams are still standing as firmly as your white cross.
No one would ever dare to try and knock it over.

Your kindness has disappeared from this world.
My tears dropped to water your flowers.
Your kindness is so irreplaceable
In the mirror I'm always reminded of you.

Staring to the future so uncertain if I'll make it without you beside me.
If I could I'd pause everything.
Fearing the unknown I'm not brave enough to step if your not holding my hand.
Just maybe one day you could.

I write with my heart as pen.
Tears to ink I'll never scribble, I'll make it clear.
When we exchange smiles and then letters, we'll understand.
Somehow, somehow, somehow...

I had believed we both were so valuable but the price is just too unbearably to think of.
As I lay awake I wonder if you'd ever feel this way.
If you would then I would promise never to let you feel like this...