I Told You So

You thought you could repair me a lost dark empty soul
help end my miserable existence
I told you it was useless you insisted on giving it a whirl
And after a few months of giving it a try
You took flight and disappeared far away from me out of sight
Just like the one before you
And left me alone to drown in my dark despair
I wish you would have listened when I insisted and told you
I can’t be fixed
I can’t be saved
I’m lost, tattered and broken my soul I lost long ago
Now I sit confined heart broken once more in a room
of four walls that seem to be closing in on me
To escape I dream a temporary fix
I take myself to this fantasyland where all is right
and I’m bright and cheery with optimistic views
I fall to my knees and wheep
I wish I could sleep forever
For when I wake it’s back to reality and isanity
Dark and dreary with no meaning Iam a living breathing waste of empty space
 My heart grows even more weary I'm weak, pulse faint
The burdens of my mind are more than I can bare
Sitting here motionless in my nonexistent space
A blank stare rests upon my face eyes swell with tears of pain
Memories start to unfold of dreams untold
And takes me back to times of old a place serene and bliss
of countless hours spent daydreaming when I was
happy and carefree