Mental Breakdown

I heard the demand
I was forced to go
all the memories resurface in my mind
I stare blankly
a wet, lukewarm tear runs down my face

"what is this?" I wonder,
"It seems like I have been crying."

All these thoughts make my mind go blank.
"Do I really have to go through this?"

I guess I do.
I feel more tears,
I run. Run to a place where no one can see me.
I stare in a mirror.
All I see is a girl, with red puffy eyes.
I wipe the tears from my eyes.

I walk out, to face the devastation of old memories.

I go, I go to the place.
I watch,
I listen.
It's over.
I demand to leave.
I can't be here,
too much pain,
too much hurt.
My head hurts.
I just want to leave.

I rush out into the stormy night.
No one follows.
I'm glad, they don't even know I'm here.
My tears blend in with the rain.
They don't even care anymore.