loving you

loving you is
chewing on diamonds
its hard to do
but is still something
i dream of doing

loving you is
when breathing bcomes a burden
from losing my breath
and then holding it until
i lose consciousness

loving you is
choking on the air
gasping for something
anyone that cares

loving you is falling
off a cliff
so freeing
but gut wrenching
and leaves you dead

loving you is
midnight sun
its something that cant be done